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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

sour much

so....school.....second day....hmmm......yeah, not in the mood. thought i got to school around 7 (still annoyed about that) i just walked pass him cause well, i was going to the exam-something-what-ever~ to change my subject. then after that i went to class without talking to him at all. so yeah, i miss him so much an i wanted the time to go fast, when it was break, i went to his class and we went to the canteen together, again, my friend too me away for a while and i met him near the stairs. we talked a bit then met qilah and i went with her until break was over and again, didnt had time with him. after that it was lunch and he stayed back. i was planning to go with him but feefah wanted to go somewhere else. i was ammm....okay, so i went with feefah, he even said okay i should go. so berbelah bahagi th ku ne, kn sma ia jua, kn sma feefah jua krg weird, krg kna ucap lupa kwn. so yeah, i went with feefah. after that, we went to sir wong, talking bla bla bla~

saw him outside and i went out talking for awhile when he went away again. we didnt even got the chance to talk for 5 minutes! then we went to babe qilah and i met him there. i talked to him for a while but them someone i hate so damn to the max much was there and i was like hell. i was talking with qilah and nina and ismah so, as i didnt want to do the same thing like last year, i went to them, knowing my self that i actually desperately wanted to be with him at that moment. after that, he went away again, having a face like he was annoyed. i was....sigh.

i saw him his usual place and he was talking. then when i got near, he turned his back to me. i was a bit worried, i try to ignore him out of my head for awhile, thinking he was just talking with his friend. then, when i went to sit next to him, he didnt looked at me. i thought he was mad, well yeah, i understand, we havent been really talking that day and it seem like i was placing my friends first than him. i just didnt want my friends to hate me for being always with him, and also i didnt want people to get the wrong idea *ahem ahem* so yeah. we were silence and it was awkward. then he was going home, i looked at him, but he didnt looked back. i sigh....then rasyid told me the truth, he was mad at me and he said 'nasib kmi sma' and i knew what he meant. i went towards him, not running cause he wasnt that far. we talked for a while and i said sorry, but he said it was okay, sying he was fine with it, he got used to it and all. as he was going to go to his car, he said 'rindu d cari, udah ada d lupakan' ane he left. i left as well, walking faster towards babe.

i invited qilah to take a walk with me but she was talking with Aliana, so i ask where feefah was and i went to the library and saw feefah was reading a book so i just went to sit next to her. tellling her to continue reading and i went to sleep *tekarang ahem* crying a bit, and came babe asking if i was okay. then they went to ask me what was happening and i told them. i was like, 'ida ya phm kh???? bcanya x ah buku ku inda kn inda phm what i feel? npa aku c2....' i went emo...thought i was laughing a bit...im still....sigh...got home after that and i cried a bit.....havent contact with him yet...cause i know his still mad at me. sigh

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