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Saturday, December 17, 2011

The Lion King


just watched The Lion King. yes its been decades ago that it was released but i tell ya ;p its still awesome. and i didnt seem to remember there were a lot of singing =O i'll talk about that later, anyway so yes, the movie is still awesome. i never actually remembered how the story went cause, i was still....what? a few years? the story came out in 1994 and i was born in 1995. it was in Disney so i was watching disney starting when i was........4 or 5? so..i dont really remember the story except that the lion's name is simba.



baby Simba introduced to the kingdom.


so after watching the story, i now FINALLY understand it, it was a story where scar the uncle wanted to be king. so he went to kill simba's dad, which i finally knew was Mufassa, and he wanted to kill simba too. so when Mufassa finally died, he ordered the hyenas to eat him, but of course, he ran away.


Mufassa died while Simba crying ='(


there, almost dying of thirst, timon and pumbaa (my fav character in the lion king) found him and kept him, in hope simba would protect them someday. so they started teaching simba the way of the hakuna matata, and finally simba grew up. he met Lola right before she got to eat Pumba, and they fell in love.


Timon teaching Simba what to eat. i used to believe it too when i was a kid.


awesome hair xD


Timon and Pumbaa didnt want Simba to leave.


Simba then came back and challenged Scar and long story shorter, he died. their's also a continuation with The Lion King 2 simba's pride. just watched the trailer XD


Scar and Simba fighting it off!


anyway so the song, it was okayy...but my favorite was the Hakuna Matata by pumba and Timon xD

Friday, December 16, 2011

Cravings away!

got my carrot cake =3 hehehe. its so good, well due most of it cause i'm having my cravings. anyway, so i was tweeting a lot and i mean A LOT about carrot cake and most of my friends started asking, 'nyaman ka carrot cake ane?' i told them it iss! well, for me it is. really =) but it turns out, they miss think the carrot cake as a real cake. you know. the round cake with carrots sticking out of them --"


what i mean about carrot cake was the chinese food, see previous post. anyway, so yeah, its somewhere and actually do contain a bit of tofu, a lot of white carrots? lobak putih (in malay), taugih (dont know in english) eggs and a few more things i think o.o and it actually have different task to be done just to complete it. you have to steam some of it, i think, and then you have to cook the other part of it and yada yada yada.

yup, it sounds different, and weird, but its good. trust me, it isss. if it wasnt that good, then i would have not crave for it just a few hours ago. anyway, so if you actually tried it and feel like, what the hell i was talking about? well just remember, not everyone is equally the same. maybe i have too many taste buds, or maybe not enough, or better yet, maybe the cook isnt good enough. who knows ;p

heres my carrot cake just now =3

Carrot Cake =|..

i'm hungry. and for some reason i just want to eat Carrot cake!! not a cake, but the Chinese carrot cake! Dx asked my sis to buy if for me, i even told her i'll pay. but she wouldnt =/ i even intended to buy her a carrot cake too xp its not that farr, just at the Stadium, afew minutes away. and i'm really cravings for it D=


its so tasty and has this little tofu? i dont really know! all i know is that i just want it so bad right now! HUH!


Stress?

have you ever felt so stress that you feel like......



bitting your whole career?


SCREAMING your heart out...


until your head turns purple....


and eventually explode?

yup..thats stress for ya. its mostly because....

you have so many to study for and so little time!!!

then you have so many to do after so much you did at school,


Finally you cant seem to understand a single word this is. (dont bother reading it, i feel stress as it is!)

so what are we going to do??

take HOLIDAY! go to the beach!


have a good spaa massagee x3


try doing yoga for once~
if tht wouldnt work, then well,

DANCE IT OFF! xD

Thursday, December 15, 2011

lyric- All Time Low Return the favor


Return the favor

Oh no. Look what you've done.
That's me, the victim of a hit-and-run.
Picked up and let down,
You were never as you led on.
You said just friends, and no strings,
But that leaves loose ends for all flings.
Get back to old days and old flames,
You never let burn out.

Won't you let me know?

How do I get away,
when you're beggin' me to stay?
What do you need me to say?
You're anything but ordinary.
What do you want me to do?
I've given it all to you.
I wish you would return the favor.

Did you forget what I said?
Train wreck. Here we, here we go again.
Derailed and I failed to mention,
I put it on the line.
Whether you and me could ever be we'll never see, no.
'Cause you keep the lights off,
We only do it in the dark.

Won't you let me know?

How do I get away,
when you're beggin' me to stay?
What do you need me to say?
You're anything but ordinary.
What do you want me to do?
I've given it all to you.
I wish you would return the favor.

Are you gonna throw it all away?
(Do, do, do me a favor)
Are we gonna do this all again?
(All)
Maybe it's all pretend,
And the game should end,
I guess nobody wins.
(Won't you let me know?)

How do I get away,
when you're beggin' me to stay?
What do you need me to say?
You're anything but ordinary.
What do you want me to do?
I've given it all to you.
I wish you would return the favor.

How do I get away,
when you're beggin' me to stay? (Throw it all away)
What do you need me to say? (Be okay someday)
You're anything but ordinary.
What do you want me to do? (I'm gonna throw it all away)
I've given it all to you.
I wish you would return the favor.

Twitter


anyone have a twitter? cause i do. =p not that i'm trying to gain more followers, its just that i'm that bored. anyway, so my twitter https://twitter.com/#!/Appy143 has a background picture of ALT =) my favourite band which they never seen to follow me back but are following my other bestfriend who isnt that much of a fan like me ='(

anyway, i've had it since 2009 same time i made this blog actually, and well, its has about 20k tweets already. and i'm actually proud of that =O anyway i usually tweeted random stuff but as you know twitter has a 140 character limit and its not that much fun if your want to tweet more than that. so maybe thats also the reason why i have a lot more tweets and usually tweeted like 100 a day? approximately. (if i'm really am bored)

followers, who actually follow me and i dont really know them dont get a follow back. cause, well, i dont know you --" why would i follow back? but depends on the circumstances of the situation. you might be cute ;p hahaha. alright2.

what else hmm, twitter is usually the first think i've checked on the morning and all i do is look at mentions. yeah, then i'll go tweet some random stuff again and i was just hoping no one is annoyed that i've flooded their timeline. but if i am, well, sorry about that ;p

background picture for now <3

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Dresses

i love dresses, i dont know why but i love em =O i just hope you guys could see the picture~ x)






When i was a kid


When we were kids. we didnt know out parents have to have sex to have us. when i was a kid, i thought they just have to sleep in one bed and *poff* 'i'm in the tummy'


when i was a kid i used to think i can change my life and more to someone else's by day. but i never tried it cause it never occurred to me that i couldnt. and then it hit me that i'm going to be 'me' for the rest of my life, and i was horrified o.o

When i was a kid i was so quite that dad always forgets to drop me off to my school.

When i was a kid i never liked taking pictures of myself. now look at me, a cam-whore.

When i was a kid, i thought kissing was...well......nothing.

When i was a kid, my hair was too long for everyone to not try to tied it up.

When i was a kid, i believed i can have superpowers and would jumped on my bed imagining flames or fire balls came out of my hands.

When i was a kid, 'i'm calling your mom!!' was the most scariest thing ever.

When i was a kid, boys was stupid and ugly. now look at me, having to hold a scream when i see a hot guyy or a hot body ;p

when i was a kid, i dont minggle much with my cousins.

When i was a kid, i was bullied by this one girl who is also my friend at that time. now i'm dont give a damn to people who talk ass about me, cause well, their just jealous.

When i was a kid, all i did was watch tv.

When i was a kid, a computer was like 'WOW!!' now we have ipad1 and ipad2 with iphones and itouch.

Supernatural







oooOOooOOooooo~~ its about ghost and demons and devils and angels. yup, its something we think that dont exist, or does it? ;p

its about this brother~ Sam and Dean Winchester, Dean being the big bro and Sam the trying so hard to tell Dean and Bobby his mature enough to have his own way. anyway not going to say about their life, which is also awesome, i'm just going to say its a really awesome series, scary and you dont feel like sleeping alone at night but you know it wouldnt do you no good cause you'll die!! hahaha. okay, kidding. they have 7 seasons, currently showing season 7 already and let me tell you, its getting harder and harder NOT to stop watching. its like an addiction. but then, you also need to have time to keep track with their series right?

Season 1 was mostly about looking for their dad and they mostly meet and kill ghost that are really scary. like Bloddy Mary and the Women In White. yupp! that is freaky, and its season 1!

Season 2 is about still looking where their dad was and who actually killed her mom and Jessy as well as knowing what is wrong with Sam. Their dad is back btw but he made a deal with the devil just to save Dean.

Season 3 is where Dean made a deal to save sam! i know right? its a family of making deals and saving each other, sweet? ;p hahaha. okay, so Dean had a year to live and so was actually a short season.

Season 4 is where everything started twisting around. Sam was making out with a demon called Ruby (which is his wife in real life) and *drum roll* Dean is back from the dead. well, his back from Hell. an angel called Castiel said he brought Dean back from Hell. oh and the demons are trying to get Lucifer out of the cage in Hell.

Season 5 its a heaven and hell war. angels and demons are fighting to the death and well, Sam and Dean are in the middle of it! Lucifer is out of hell and is walking the earth. and what do you know, Sam is the true vessel for Lucifer and Dean is the true vessel for Micheal. so twisted!!

Season 6 Sam was in hell, Lucifer is back in the cage with Micheal. Cas died and undied again. and Sam was back. Dean had a normal life, he had a family with Ben and Lisa but the past was pulling him back. so when he knew Sam was back, everything crashed. theres also a catch thought, Sam was back, but without a soul.

Season 7 sam got his soul back, as well his memory of Hell. Dean is keeping secrets and theirs a new bad boy running the earth.

yup yup yup. i'm a fan. not hardcore but hay ;p what else am i going to do other than watch series?




First love (a little think called love)







i didnt know this story even exist until my friend introduced it to me. its a Thailand movie and i have never tried to watch movies like this. even thought it was a love story. so it actually shocked me that even Thailand people have good looking guys! =O (i live in a limited way of life, sorry for the wrong judgement with good looking guys)

anyway, its a story about a really ugly girl who fell in love with her senior. he was so good looking that a lot of girl admire him and try to steal his heart out. so this girl, her name is Nam, with the help of her friends, try to show her senior, his name is Shone, that she likes him.they had a love book, and used every method in for Shone to fall in love with Nam. Sadly, nothing worked and Nam was always 1 sept behind everyone else.


ugly duckling Nam

there was even a scene where Nam left Shone chocolates on his bike but it actually melted due to the fact that she and her friends forgot they live in a tropical climate. there was also a scene where her friends gave her a make over and she turnout to be yellow. but it did got Shone's attention and she was left yelling her way out happily.

by her 3rd year, she got whitter AND more beautiful. she gain more admires but Shone never seem to notice her until when shone's old friend Top transfered to their school and Top fell head over heels for Nam. he proposed and they dated. long story short, the broke up after that cause Nam was never in love with Top, she told Top that she was in love with someone else.

the duck changed to a beautiful swan, 3rd yr Nam

so Top then told Shone about it and he begged Top not to be with Nam, cause he loved her so much that the thought of his beatfriend being with the girl he loved hurt him. Shone agreed.
Shone managed to hit a penalty goal and Nam was there watching as she was practicing being a drum major.

by the end of the year, Shone was going to Bangkok for a football scholarship and Nam was going to America staying with her father. but before that, she confessed her love to Shone but she was too late. Shone was already with someone else. it was a REALLY sad scene btw. i cried D':

Nam confession by the pool giving Shone a white rose with a card that had the Mr. Button.
after falling into the pool and saying she was okay. poor Nam =/

Well, i'm not going to tell you the ending cause i dont really wanna spoil you people if your interested ;p but i will tell you that Shone had a baby on the first scene of the movie. *gasped!* xD



Tuesday, December 13, 2011

sunglasses

finally have my own sunglasses. no degree like my sis but hey, at least i have one ;p sadly enough, it wasnt my kind of liking. my sis was like 'no that not good' 'ugly' 'it look like a guy's style' 'nooooo' and yeah..you get the picture. T.T so i was heartbroken...and she was the one who picked it. and well. maybe i was hyper with it and took pictures with it. but it didnt really match with my heart =/







what i really want it thisss.....
=O

xperia Neo V or play?



so i'm really, and REALLY in love with this phone. i mean, hey, my old phone is 3 years now and this phone is a really big step up. anyway, so if i get 6 O's for o'lvl i'll get this phone. or maybe, this one down here ;p



so tell me, which phone is more awesome!??? =O

Friday, January 22, 2010

waseh!

esehhhh hahahaha, i love saying that word so much. but my title is not and error okay, waseh actually the child of eseh. daddy said eseh a few times which influenced to me and i said that word infront of 'A' (the girl yg kacau2 daddy)'s geng so they went to said waseh to penyeluru at me. so yes, they starting to be brave enought to do that. so they might as well brave enough to start a fight am i right? thought im not planning to start a fight but if it's unavoidable i would like to fight back, im not the type that wouldn't fight when i have to.

another thing that makes me thing that there is going to be a fight is that her bf and daddy. the two of this guys were alright, no static together and well when ever they met the smile. than, daddy told me that yesterday when they met, the bf looked at daddy so seriously. like he jsut wanted to hit daddy. menantang lh kn cri kelaie. so i was 'alright, this is going too far' 'A' is seriously trying to pick a fight with us.

so i was thinking, before this goes too far, why dont i try to talk with her...but then i know she would just give me that loveable-annoying face of her front row for me~ hahaha alright, so i just have to see how this goes cause i know now that their fighting back. well i never disturbe her anyway, just make her see my face already annoyed her. alright, so i managed to get all the points on the fight thing and i hope i could avoid it.....im not a coward cause im not. but i dont want to fight at school...msuk hep krg.

but if it really is unavoidable, then i might as well get really with 'A' cause i know daddy and that guy will have a fight. hope bkn kelaie pki tangan. just a conversation fight. anyway, what else? on yeahhh since they penyeluru me with waseh, everytime i said eseh i always said 'eh slh waseh!' hahaaha cause i love eseh but waseh remind me of the x)

Saturday, January 9, 2010

drama bestfriends finally ended huh?

drama? yes! of course! 100% true! what type of drama? hell i dont know but i do know this. it's over. it's the end. anyway, this is how the drama started.

remember my last post about about me feeling weord with my gang HHIKA? well yeah. it's about them, and finally i've told them. so here how it went, i got to school early in the morning. well, i actually wanted to see babe qilah and haziq before anything happens so yeah, met babe and hugged her, that haziq and we talked. then came husna and i told her that i wanted to tell them something. then when ismah came and kaka wonz, i told them about it. i was crying~ yes i was, and they were like, bru sadar what they've done. but i was wrong. bt before that, as they were still in a daze of shock. i walked away towards haziq, giving him my glasses and then cried. yeah so? he was the only person that i was used to there so i cried at him lh! so yeah~ he tried to cheer me up but ismah husna and wani was standing next to me. trying to say something but couldn't. when ismah started to say something, i know what she was going to say, 'maksud mu, mun kmu inda buat aku c2 aku inda sadar lh ah?' and she said awu and i said 'time 2008 ko buat slh aku maafkn jua iss' thought my voice broke at the end and i cried again at haziq. (he was standing next to me) they told me to meet up at husna's class. i was like, why do i have to go to her class? this is about me? why am i going to their class to discuss about me? why dont they go to my class instead?

so as i got to husna's class, with haziq at my hand, still want him to be there. when they saw me coming, i stood outside, looking at haziq, didnt want to think about it or else i'll start crying again. then, when they got out, haziq ran out where i was looking at him, wanting him to be there with me! and i later found out there actually told them to go. i mumbled shit, and listened to what they had to say. they told me what they did was the right thing at that time, reporting me to the teachers was the right thing. that was what a bestfriend would do. yeah right! a bestfriend should advice their beatfriends! like hell they think that was the right thing! like hell they think i was alright with it, like hell i wouldnt get angry! so yeah...then they said if the even advice me they were afraid i would get angry at them until i didnt want to be friends with them again. well....that did happened, i had enough. they've hurt me too much, i've been crying for 3 night in a row thinking about this. so yeah, at the end, i left. i didnt want to head any of it, i had enough of heartbreaks for one life time for a friend that i love. thought i've lost them twice and they will lose me twice.

after that, i went towards haziq....okay shut up with me going towards him sja mun nangis ia mun nangis ia...but true! aku nangis ia ku aga wh! so yeah, i met him on my way towards class and then cried again. when break was over, it was irk and then we didnt studied yet cause the text books wasnt given yet. anyway, so yeah we were told to do our owh business so i made a letter for HHIA. and yeah, after school was over, i gave it to ismah. looking at her smiling cause i was glade it was over. i told them sorry and my last words was 'thnks for the memories datul =)'
so yeah, it was over for HHIA..but not khairah. she's different, she said sorry before i could cry, she said she wanted to apologies earlier that i thought, and she accepted me if i wanted to be just friends. so it was better that friends, she was my bestfriends. the only that stayed for me.

so yeah, it was over. HHIA was done for me. K reminds. thought they maybe still think im their bestfriends, but it's over for me. im done, i've been badly damaged by them. and i've been crying alot. it's been last year, i've been crying since last year, i might have lost my tear factory by now, and it did. im calm now, i dont cry anymore. when everyone tried to talk to me about them, i just smile and laugh like it wasnt a big deal. but it was so yeah, pity me~ but im fine. cause i know who is my real bestfriend already. and i'll cherish them =)

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

=)

yeah~~....fine...thought he said sorry, and it was his fault, i was saying it was my fault and idi was saiyng it was my friend's fault. i was....bh spa th slh ne??? bt at the end i put it at rest and we chatted like always. anyway!!!! Dst was a bit crazy tonight. i cant msg anyone and well.....eveyone cant! so yeah....some went crazy and mental2 for awhile and idi was also mental2 sl inda dpt msg gfnya...akhirnya telipunnya. mna ja ia~ sejm th lg tu. kaya. bh okay what sould i say now....

im just here...apannn...okay im in MA4O btw and yeahhhhhhhhh seblh daddy XD bh out..inda panjang

Sunday, January 3, 2010

10 bestfriends!!!!

10....people would think...wow! 10 bestfriends! how could she managed! it's like a group! but yes..it is!!! i get 4 different group altogether. okay the first was HHIKAS yes my bestfriends and still...i havent told them about it thought, that's y. okay;
H-Hazwani aka Kaka Wonz
H-Husna
I-Ismah
K-Khairah aka caring!!
A-Amanina
S-Saadatul which is Me ^^,

(tall one in green kaka wonz, next to me with glasses husna, my right is ismah, sitting in black is caring, and cute one is nina)

so i guess HHIKA was formed in 2007 and i joined in 2008 so yeah~ it's fun being with them, meeting up at Husna's house every holiday and having a new activity everytime we're there. Bbq for 2 times already, painting husna's room, playing badil, sungkai together every year and well...we share our secrets every time we get together =p so for me i think....the most nice was Caring...not that i'm picking people here but in truth she is. Husna's my bestfriend and the closest from all 5 of them, Ismah is actually the only person im afraid off, thought i sometimes wanted to just say 'shut your fucking mouth and listen to me for a sec!!' but i just couldn't get it out of my mouth cause well.....im just soft to my bestfriends.

okay next is.....Babe Qilah, Bebek Feefah and Haziq =p
(babe qilah n bebek feefah)



Babe Qilah-she is the most crack up person i've ever met!!!! well yeah she's huge (no offense babe) and LOUD but i like it cause im LOUD too XD and the fact that she is big it makes me easier to hug herrrrrr. the both of us are sooooo pacah!!! we call each other Babe and we dont really mind it. im her love doctor and she doesn't even believe me when i told her the truth sometimes, and i had a hard time knocking her stubborn wall as well. but every time im with her i always had fun like hell!!! even with out daddy oh yes....she's my daughter but older that her own parents~ i know...weird.

Bebek Feefah-hmmm...she is babe's bebek...wahahha...yeah~~ she the person who i can rely on to find advise actually and get me out of my crazy world for a while. what? what she said always make sense!!! it's not that im always crazy~ im sane too ya know. soo....hmmm i've become so close to her starting May, ya know da drill xp anyway, after that we started to...mlsku kn explain eh..tntunya jdi best friends lh and i feel a bit better for talking to her casue she's been through where i was as well, thought i had i harder but she knows what i feel. anyway, she's a bit of a politician~ i guess and her english is wayy better than mine and alsoooo she have so many general knowledge of anything; mostly Hollywood and some American president and all. like i said, she have a big giant encyclopedia in her room that made her know everything, but she's nice XD and i like her.......as a bestfriend that is...im not Lesbian. btw babe n bebek! i still hate it during at the mall 30thdec09....it was sooo freeshow but sooo hell cause we were watching the best movie ever....

Haziq-his.....the most.....nice guy ever.

yeah right im going to write that short!



Haziq- he is my last best friend i had 2009. i started to get close to him after i was crying due to *inda ku mau gtau* reasons. then we started to talk....thought i think he was evil before i know him and it turns out he was sooo nice and sweet!!! i was like...wth? i thought he was more to 'wahahah nangis th ko nangis!!!' but he was actually crying with me.....i was the one doing the comforting at the end. then we started to know each other and we became best friends. thought we were close....okay sooooooooooo close...like a couple and people tent to miss understand us, we're just best friends.....a bit to close best friends...ahehehehe (A) anyway, yeah his nice and sweet thought people call him handsome and attractive, i dont really get it. his sooo not handsome or even cute....and what worse is that people also call him as 'hot' that made me even shocked cause he is so not 'hot'. his soo thin and tall....not that thin thought, but still...you wouldn't see him if he was behind a wall!! i know his soooo thin and alot of girls are crazy of him i wonder why. he always tells me about his dreams and i do the same, his the most yellow minded person i've ever had but still~ it made me laugh until my stomach hurts. and him telling me his story about when he was young also made me gave him stupid nick names hahahaha

okay...lastly....IDI N SYAFIQ!!!!!!!!
(from left to right, syafiq me idi)



IDI- is my ex/best friend. i know so what??? we're still tight! i know it's strange but it fun, his as crazy as babe qilah sometimes and yellow as Haziq!!! hahaha his soo fun when your chatting with him and i go crazy when i actually do. but when you met him it's different, his like an innocent boy who dont know anything about crazy things or porn, and he usually walks watching the floor, so humble....on the outside. in the inside man, you will be amazed on how he talks to you in the internet or msg or the phone. but face to face, 'hy' he only said...but on the internet 'DATULL!!!! XDDDDD' crazy right? but i like it. and his a bit of a childish mature guy~ his serious funny!!! XDD

SYAFIQ!-his the most....what should i say....his very fun to be with. we share everything and well....i love him!!!! as a best friend okay...dont get me wrong. thought i dont know what else to say about him....cause well....haha i think of him as a bother to me...like...someone who is always there for me even thought i was crazy or even forgot about him and will forgave me even before i say sorry. so yues, his the best best friends i've ever had, and i love him so dearly....as a best friend......

anyway....i love all of my best friends!!! i seriously dooooooooooo LOL

Saturday, January 2, 2010

see ya 2009 hello 2012..opps! 2010~

that was a bit tooo early hahaha. anyway 2009 is over~ it's the pass it's history and as what i would like to say, learn form the past!!! and i did. (i hope)what i think of 2009? well yeah i've post this already but hey? my point of view changes. so 2009 was great, i had fun and everything. i was mature enough to know never to betrayed your friends trust ever again...or else you'll loose them and just say bye2 to normal best freind after that. anyway, thought i love 2009 cause it's the year where i met him~ and my world turned to boring to happy-appy all year round. what? it's fun when your in love~ thought it's a bit of a complicated thing as usual. but that was what you call love~ it is impossible to be not complicated sometimes. talk abt love~ okay...stop talking about love!!!!

sooo yeahh, bye-bye 2009 and hellooooooooo2010!!!!....i was soooo hyper for 2010 cause finally the pass is far gone. so when someone asked me when i went crazy, i can easily said it was last year!!!! XD sooo...what else...oh yeah~ bt the time it was almost 12...okay my watch was already 12 but others was a bit slow so i followed theirs. so when the time struck 12, firewords was heard~ i ran out of the maid room (at my uncle house, we were preparing to call people)so yeah~ when it was new year everyone shouted and we started calling~

new year...hmm...it was the best thing i ever had, thought this year was the first time i celebrated it like hell, with all the glow in the dark glasses, crown, caps and most of all galang! i took 8 of it and it was fun. we even had mask and party hats! baloon was everywhere and pops was heard every few minutes. thought after our big fireworks show was over, my cousin went back with playing bingo~ and i was outside the house on the phone. thought i was alone watching the dark night and the forest. but not long my uncle neighbor started to sing a new year song. soo it wasnt that silence anymore. then after that, i was treated to be lock outside if i dont went inside and i ran back to the house. XD they i went to the toilet to continue the call, then people was using the toilet so we went to the store and there we had a picnic. thought it was small and the trash was next to us, and our food was 2 containers of kerupok and 1 glass on water. so yeah~ sooooo funny picnic.

i actually slept at 2 that night, my other cousin and me was actually calling (it took me 1h 30mins) my cousin was 2h something, then since my uncle's house was near a forest and some of my cousin heard babies crying a few times a few parties back, so we kept in a small group and avoid looking at the windows which dont have any curtains. anyway after that we started to talk and talk, but yeahh my voice was still sour and i got a hard time shouting 'happy new year' with eveyone XD

so yeah, that was my new year 210 party, it was fun and i had a great time. duhhh. but for me, the feel of 1/1/10 was sooooo fresh. it felt like all my wrongdoings was gone...thought it's still fresh in my memories but its the past....finally =)

sooo i hope this year i'll have a great year...no more mistakes i hope, and i would like to study even harder this time cause i'll be facing my O'levels!!!! wow!