CCA-spinning

Spinning. its like cycling. but your dancing to a beat as well ==,

anyway, this year, finally, o had a CCA out of school! and say what? its at the Fitness zone. anyway, so yeah. today was my first CCA class spinning and i am a excited. actually it was very awkward with everyone cause my friends werent there. anyway, so yeah spinning. so when we actually and finally started i was like, wtf? why are we standing up while cycling?? and why is this machine wouldnt listen to my feet?

so the first thing that we all did was sprint! then shoulder movenment. moving to the side and all that. and i would tell you, being a fist timer. well hell. i SERIOUSLY CANNOT TAKE IT! its like running while dancing at the same time and you have to synchronized both of it together. i was like fuck, i cant do two at a time???

even my safety....what ever you call it, kept on falling out. its so dangerous you know? i could injured myself doing so. anyway, so yeah its fucking tiring.

oh and what was even more awesome about spinning is the fact that AFTER you actually finish the 30 minutes exercise (i thought it was an hour) my legs just picked the time where it just feel asleep. so i was lucky enough to have a riling beside me to actually pull myself upwards ==, when while waking i was wobbly like hell. yes, i am telling you. SPINNING is tiring!

but i am also hoping that i will get used to it cause it is fun =) it makes my leg stronger for running. my arms actually have cuttings and well, shappen your butt.

one last thing, i actually have souvenirs from spinning. 3 beautiful purple spots appeard on my leg. ha-ha-ha.

1st Homework

it was my....3rd day of school and FINALLY i got some homework to do x) thought i had to hand it in by next monday...not tomorrow (monday). next monday. anyway, so it was General Paper and it was presentation. i was in group 1 which was the easiest group! where we were just have to explain the types of mass media hahaha! alright, so what else?

oh i FINALLY talked to him. =) smilesss yup yup yup. thought i dont know if i see him as an ex right now cause i'm too happy to be finally talking to him again. anyway, so he has been very kind to me and all that stuff. thought he was worried about my tweets on twitter last night hahaha. anyway so actually, he was on his way to class while i was going the same way. so when on the stairs i pulled his bag and we talked. FINALLY shouted my head. smile and laugh and at the end aku salam ia =) he is still my brother and i am still his sister as well we are still bestfriends. so yeah, i'm that happy to know that we are talking again =)

first day in school!

after a month of holiday from o'lvl we're finally back to school. it was such a cheerful day and everyone was hugging and smiling and laughing. me, well, i was nervous! i was going to see him and we werent suppose to talk. and i was like o-m-g! but i got pass it by not looking at him even thought i would know where he would sit and i can actually notice him in an instant. yeah, i know. its so sad.

anyway, so i got to school very happy and nervous as well as with a LOT of present in hand and in my new bag. it was december gifts from my trip to KK Pontianak and KL. anyway so i went to look for a fresh table since i was there first out of all my gangs. so i sat there. awkwardly alone and have nothing else to do...other than stare at him from a far and hoping he wouldnt look at me. even thought deep in my heart i know it bloomed whenever i see his face. my gawd!!.

anyway (again), i waited for my friend and when they came slowly to school, we started laughing and screaming and well, just being crazy. hey, we were girls gone wild a few months back xp hahaha. so we went to the audi, me telling alll the dirty secrets to my one fav bestfriend who i trust the most. while the principle welcomed us all back we talk and talk and talk. hey, i cant blame anyone for girls being so talkative. and the teacher sitting exactly behind us didnt seem to care about it. but i did listen to it a bit like how we're suppose to be mature enough to start studying harder than out o'lvl and crap like that.

then they went to talk about disciplines and awwww man. we're been listening to it for 6 years straight --, we're teenagers, we cant actually obey every rule. even the teacher said 'i want you all to read the book rules and regulation so you can break the rules' more specific she said 'cg mau kamu khatam tu buku atu spya kamu dpt langar peraturan skulah' yup. i heard it with my own two ears, one being talking with my friend that is ;p

so we went out of the audi with a last announcement 'after break please go to your respective classes that have been set for each and one of you' breaks ends at 10. we went out at 955. oh wow, great. so we didnt managed to eat, and i went straight to my new unknown class, General Paper.

when i entered the class, being on the 3rd floor no less --" , everyone looked at me, like i was the center of attention in that silent little class. i saw a few farmiliar faces but not that close with them, some i was even awkward cause it was his classmate --" ,thought she did smile, so i went to the other side of the class and found an old friend's friend which i find a nice person. so i sad next to her and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited until the sir finally said 'okay i think we just start with out small introductory on Genaral Paper.' and you know how it went.

after GP was my PS which means personal studies =3 so i was free of class, and we were supposedly asked to study privately and find that time to look for out teachers and all that. but hey, it was the first day of school! why would we start looking for out teachers --" so after PS was Lunch which was for another hour. yes, i got 2 hours of freedom =3

and during that time, he as in the him i've been talking about msg-ed me. he was asking where i was. i knew what it was, he wanted to borrow my laptop for a while so i told him i was at the canteen simple as that --, hahaha. then when i met him,

'd mana ko ne?'

aaa....canteen'

'--" awuu....krg bah ehh, belurus ;p '

hahaha, canteen =)

so he went to follow me take my laptop from my bag and he was standing next to babe where i notice he got taller! damn him, now i'm shorter! so yeah, he borrowed my laptop and i had to sit at my seat for almost class time (1pm) where he actually told me he was going back at 1230. i almost thought he brought it to his house --" but yeah, he went and returned my laptop still feeling the happy feeling when i'm with him yet starting to get used to it.

after lunch i went to class, maths was on my timetable and i went to the class but no one was there. i waited up til 10 minutes, being there 5 minutes early and still no one was there, so i went to cek back my timetable. turns out i had Chemistry! NOT maths and well, try running in baju kurung with a heavy bag that contains a laptop with books and a heavy pencil case, down from the 2nd floor to the other side of the school, climbed the 3rd floor of another block and when you reached class, everyone was looking at you including the teacher. what was worst, i didnt know a single female in there except for 2 girls which their seat was full! so sadly enough, i had to sit behind ALONE. T.T

after maybe 5 minutes, i thought it was longer cause i was sweating like shit and i smell --" and i was preoccupied with trying not to diffuse my smell to the whole lab and a lot of this was running in my head like the teacher might kill me and stuff when she said, alright class, thats it for today, i'll see you tomorrow' when i looked at my watch, phone, it was still 30 minutes till class ended. so yup. wasted my time running around the school --"

so i called my mom and i went home. fell asleep in the car due to exhaustion.

Happy New Year!

got in from the net (thank you google)

Happy New Year everyone who is reading this post =) i hope you all had a great New Year celebration with your family and friends =]

my New Year celebration is as always with my family and a call from my loved one every year. only this year i'm single so no calls for me (sad) anyway, =) gotta have a New Years Resolution right?

my Resolution

- Study HARDER than usual (i hope)

- Finally try to move on

- talk back with him

- make new friends

- keep my old friends as well

- be a good daughter to my mommy and daddy ;p

- hope to post more this year on my blog

- find a boyfriend? =O

- figure out what to do with my free time by the end of the year.

my New Year celebration =)

Just got back from KL

OH MYYYY!!! do you know how long i've tried to log in to my blog ac????? almost 2 hours!!! why?? cause i frekin forgot my password and! when i did, i got lost at the verifying my ac. which was also another, WTF moment --" damn it. Anyway, so i FINALLY logged in to my blog.

Heyy! I'm back from KL or Melaka or Port Dicksom in Negeri Sembilan =D my flight just arrived to day and i was away form my family for a week, since i was going there with my cousins. anyway, i had fun, tiring but fun =) not in the mood to tell how it went in detail but we went all around by foot so now i cant walk without feeling the ache of it ==, it was fun. REALLY! especially KL where we were there during chrismas eve and new years eve as well and the place was crowded!! they didnt even recognised me and my cousins as Bruneian. they thought we were somewhere Orang Sabah or Philippians or even Indonesian. =O very funny. =D

Hospital

went to the hospital yesterday, hospital Muara. man as it gotten bigger. hahaha. anyway, so was waiting for the doctor to call me about my eye. i knew it was pitutan, only, mom wasnt sure. so when the doctor went to check my eye, he said it was pitutan. it was normal and bla bla bla. sadly, he didnt give any med for it cause, he said it'll cure on its own. and if it's still there for another....lets say, 2 weeks. then i should go to the doctors again and ask for some antibiotics cause my body is too weak. --" hope it'll go away when i'm in KL.

My EYE!

its getting worst? its getting better. not sure. =/ its almost a week and its still worst! doakan tah baik mta ku before i go to KL! AMIN

cam whoring.

yeah well, today seem like a boring day and i havent cam whore as much so i did. and yeah.

rock on? =.='

Mwah!

i seeee youuu xD

twitter dp.for now that is, well, until i reach my 21100th tweet ;p somehow i like it but somehow i feel like i wanna change my lips o.o i dont usually take pictures like that --,

ate ice cream just now =D

I dont feel like moving on right now. xD

its not me btw.

Lonely night.

lonely night. well, maybe not, going to chat with a friend. but then, he is the only person i'm going to talk to. every single night! not that i dont mind, hey he is still my bestfriend. okay, maybe i talk that back, his EVERTHING i ever wanted. sadly, we're not meant to be. so anyway, lonely night because i dont have a boyfriend! i want to, but i cant seem to start telling i'm interested, or heck, on the market.

but then again, people did say that dont look for love as it will hit you on your most unexpected time, with the unexpected people and suppose to be at the right place. so heck, sometimes i wish come faster, i've waited loooong enough. sometimes, i feel, hey, dont ever come cause i'm fine with this guy already.

sadly, even if i pray to Allah every single night, i try my hardest, he wouldnt budge, he would give in. so well, i cant no nothing but to move on. and wait for the right person. but sometimes, i would just be pleased with what ever i had.

i'm not making sense cause i'm just trying to waste time here. oh theres goes my 3 minutes :D

sleepover

had a sleepover with my czn last night. now i'm home, unfortunately. Anyway, went there somewhere at 8pm and then we started watching HeartString. well, i dont really know the story so i'm jsut watching. then after 10pm we went upstairs.

there we went to my czn's room and we talk about guys, guys, guys...mostly guys! hahaha xp and then we talk about family x3 anyway so yes, girls, we talk, we gossip we give experience ;p though its not like the usual sleep over where we give blowjob experience or what so ever like the story in "white chick' hahah!

one of my czn, she can never seem to stop talking, bla this and bla that, and me and the host, was 'owh, yeah, i know right' 'agreed!' and you get the picture. me on the other hand was texting on the internet, as well as the host and finally my czn who talks a lot fell asleep xp

so it was peace and quite and i finally feel asleep at 1?

the next morning, which is today, the rest of my czn, which was next door, turns out slept at 4am. =O and she told us that she herd someone laughing at 2 and going to the toilet over and over again. we all were like.....no one was awake by them o.o

spooky!

A little swollen eye

my right eye is a little swollen. i dont know how but its been aching for the past 2 days. now its a little swollen so i think i have to see a doctor --" look at how its almost unseen yet so seen-able. (what am i saying?)

i dont think you could see the different in the colour o.o right side is a lot redder than the left side actually

see a small line there??

i myself cant really see it =O

morning?

morning is a greeting. its valid from the time you wake in the morning until 1200. anyway, i was just being funny.

gooood morning to you all, its 11 10am right now, (ignore the time on the post, cause its crazy, hence not true) and well, what can i say, i was NOT suppose to wake up this early. i slept at 340am last night and was suppose to wake up latter than this. anyway, how i woke up? its cause my mom woke me up just to tell me to have breakfast. so i wondered, while i was still under my blanky, why would my mom wake me up just for breakfast...the past couple of days, i was waking at at 11 or 12 and had breakfast on my own. anyway, so it turns out she wanted me to cook the rice --, so yeah.

okay so i woke up pretty pissed. cause i'm not really a morning person. but i am a night person xD gehehe.

uploading 173 pictures on facebook.

yup, you see it right. i am currently uploading 173 pictures to facebook. its about my holiday when i was in Pontianak. the journey actually took 2 days non-stop driving too. everyone actually slept in the bus the whole night o.o and i was lucky enough to have 2 seats all for my own so my sleep was a lot better than everyone else. hahaha. okay so i might have slept the whole journey from Brunei to Pontianak but i did had a major cram at the back when i got to the hotel. xD

the Hotel was called...Kini Hotel and you know what the first thing i did? i asked about the internet connection. they first told me the password was 'hotelkini88' and then it didnt work. so i went down to ask the reception, they told me it was "HOTELKINI88" i'm like..okay --" but it still didnt work. so the next day, i asked again and they gave ne still a wrong password. so that evening, i asked the lobby's wireless password and FINALLY i got internet. but it didnt actually reached my room on the fifth floor --" great. so the next morning, i had to ask YET AGAIN the wireless for the garden. so yeah. after that it was all internet life with me when i reached the hotel.

i didnt really wanna do much there, actually, i was just a tail following my paresnts around and tool some pictures. here are some of em.

this was actually on the way home and dad was helping the owner cook murtabak. yum :9

we were waiting for the other bus people to come so we went ahead and look around the area.

nice right? =)

mom, me dad and my angah madih.

at the immigration pontianak.

IDI SYAFIQ!

noww, here is two of my fav bestfriends ;p SYAFIQ (left) and IDI (middle) been friends with then since 2008. i was 13. i was young. i had friends, i keep em. x) and i never regretted it. anyway, they supported me. with almost EVERYTHING. some they were actually mad with my decision, well hey, i was stupid. but they didnt actually got that mad at me ;p right guys?? ;p hahahah

the three of us go wayyy back. well, you know how long ;p and we all met at this one school i always pass everyday. me and IDI btw. its Sekolah Ugama Salambigar (pagi) (couldnt find the pic T.T)

so i went to school there, (actually i moved) cause i got to Maktab sains. so had to attend a morning session for Ugama school. Idi and Syafiq attended it cause they were in SAMSAB (right?) and form 1 (yes we were still using from 1 at that time) was at the afternoon, just like mine. so if it werent for that, we would have never met. xp

so after we graduated ugama (eseh) we all went separate schools (of course i was still in MS) syafiq was still at SAMSAB and idi moved to PGGMB. so all 3 of us got separated. SAD!

after that, we didnt talk much with each other ='( me and idi chatted sometimes, he even called when his bored hahaha! i video called with syafiq too sometimes in the middle of that o.o but it was mostly a bit of a lost contact.

then 2011 was O'lvl and i went to the same tuition class with idi. syafiq had a twitter (which i'm so update soooo much there) so i was close back with them. x3 YAY!!! and nowww after the o'lvl is over. and since my laptop's camera is fixed. me syafiq and idi had been oovoo-ing for almost all every night. thought i always went to sleep early xp hhahaha.

oh this? we were f-in bored xp

talking about......something? o.o hahaha

waiting for idi, he was....away? and syafiq feel asleep.

this? i dont really know. syafiq was so bored that he was wearing a tudongg. idi was lagg. me? i'm laughing my way.

My Bestfriend/Bro/Ex

BEFORE you think 'wtf? ur ex is your bestfriend??' see my point first!

honestly, i dont have one. so fuck off. kidding. hahaha!. okay, so maybe your thinking, 'ex can never be your bestfriend. especially if it was a serious relationship' dont kid with me. i know i know. its almost impossible. but he was my bestfriend and bro before my boyfriend. and i never actually treated him like a real boyfriend. okay, so he might be the first person i think about in the morning and last person before i sleep. but hey, thats in love. anyway, after the break up, we lost contact for.....i dunno. maybe a long time? or was it just a week? =P hahaha. okay, but we did stop talking and rarely contacted after that. and honestly, we were moving on, slowly, but we are. (you even read my post, you should know) anyway so slowly, the feeling was gone but out friendship was still intact. for me, he was still my bestfriend and my bro, and we didnt actually broke up with a war or world war III.

so after that, we talked again. we spent time, a few times..........--"

okay, so maybe i'm forgetting what i'm actually suppose to talk about. let me re-explain why he can still be my bestfriend and bro.

let me just say that, so what his my ex. his been my bro and bestfriend since the start and why stop there? just cause we broke up, our friendship isnt shattered. so yes, his my ex. but his my bro and bestfriend and his still important! so fuck off if you think its absolutely absurd. cause for me, its NOT.

and now, even after breaking up, we stil update each other. we talk every night like i talk with my other bestfriends, we went to watch a movie like my other bestfriends.

if i'm not making any logic to you people, well, welcome to my world. >;)

My Love Life

my love life. hmm....where should is start? =)

16 months. thats how long it was when i was my relationship with my bro, bestfriend and the most important person in my life. dont get me wrong, his still important, and his still my bestfriend and bro. i'll talk about the bestfriend part later x)

anyway, so the relationship was great. not going to talk about us breaking up. and the drama after that cause it was...hectic. and very painful o.o soo now i'm single again. for.........9 months. exactly --" (damn it. why did i checked? ) hahaha. okay, so being single is...alright. feel like i can look at guys again. but then it also freak me out when they start to look back at me oo' so maybe i'm not used to it yet.

there are actually a few guys i'm interested in xp but didnt actually managed to start the 'talk' with them. yknow...get to know them or tell them that you actually exist? =O so anyway, since i've been in a serious relationship for 16 months, and been a love doctor/ therapist for almost 3 years, i might have know a bit or two on how to see what people think of you. or maybe i'm just bluffing myself who knows? ;p

i know the guy i'm interested in right now is so not going to talk to me. cause 1 main reason is that my bro scared him off. there was some complication at that time --, hhahaha. and he wasnt really my ideal guy...though he was good looking which was the down part. anyway, moving on...

i did said a FEW right? so second guy i'm interested in is well, maybe a bit or a few months younger than me. hey, no wrong in that, i'm no cougar. (is that the right word? cause i was using sp correction xD ) anyway, he does know i exist. but i know his not interested, cause well.....he never talk to me o.o or even look at me. or even notice me when i walk pass him. so no go with him.

3rd guy, well. his not attractive like the first 2. but he know i exist and he always says 'hi' and wave when i walk pass him. that good right? sad thing is, his just being FRIENDLY. --"

what to do when your not on the market too long. you lost your touch. so have to live with that. and well, i still have my bestfriends <3

welcome back?

i really forgot my blog since...i had twitter? hahahah. so hows it been for me? well, its been awful. NOT. oaky so i might not be with him again but i am happy =)

anyway what was i going to say? oh my life is normal simple. and i have my friends at my back.



oh and i am a REALLY vain person. my hair's shorter and well.... straighten it again. xD

Blame PhotoScape for getting me addictive.

hayyyy, nice eh?? or not cause well....i'm just starting~ ;p this is not photoshop but its photoscape. i know not fun~ but it is very addictive otherthan photoshop which i think im not sure how am i going to get it. cant download it thats for sure.

i got this yesterday and well, it's very addictive, this is the first picture i made. then i went on with ayam's and then the both of us with 247 xp hehehe so yeah. i'm working on a picture of A.D.A later abd i've done MB3C and Troop 1017 already. not goanna upoad that cause i didnt want people to get annoyed xp

so enjoy~~

ayam <3

247 <3