what went wrong~

okay~ my title for my post is all random alright~ that is actually a lyric xD hahahaha okay....today~ hmmm.....i wake up this morning finding that my hands hurts, my shoulder hurts like hell. so i woke up with a sakit badan which is i hate it. i couldn't move much at first but i managed to move after my alarm clock suddenly rang. so i woke up but didnt went out of the door until my dad called me asking for money, which i woke my sis up for that. *note, my dad was going to buy some thing and my sis bekirim* anyway so i skipped band again! well....i am a lazy person when it comes to NOT studying. hahahaha. okay, i was bored so i went stalking again and daddy was wall to wall-ing with his old friend~ so i was jealous hehehe okay enought of that.

went to eat roti canai tdi hehehe...okay stop with that laugh!!!!!....==" later going to eat ambuyat with my sis and dad and bro *mom went to spitang i think* and went i went to the kitchen, one of the hamster's went out of it's cage!!! c comel th lg tekeluar aneeee waaaaa. so i went to put it in it's cage but the problem is...i dont remeber if it was a male of female? *it's divided into two now* so i tool the small round cage and put him/her there with some food. i'll ask my bro later what gender it is =="

now im bored looking at my fb x)

never tell a soul

promises. yeah right! hahaha okay what i did today~ STUDY! it was cca actually and we went to angkat2 semua barang guling tangan like hell. after that people starting to play all the insturement and it was a big headache cause it was too loud and we were in a small room no less ==" so i was from the middle shuffle towards near cg salnee at the door!!! anyway, after that was done and we went to the canteen and i saw lamak ^^ thought she was still annoyed of seeing my face as expected. anyway, after that i went to class and ate there. then came adyl *which i cal him fadyl dont know why* anyway, after eating lunch we went outside for where the boys usually hang out there. i dont know why they love to hang out infront of my class...i mean our class. it's where all the boys get together or something. *tmpt maksiat LOL* and my class is really great for dating as well. the windows are blocked so no one from the outside could even see what the people inside is doing.

anyway, most of the poeple who was there are couples~ merza, fifi, feefah and *TuuT* name not published. anyway, it was pretty boring and played the balck and white puzzle from home. haha it was so boring that i actaully bring that out to play with it which made a lot of people want to play with it as well. okay, after that....daddy went to play futsal thought it was after a bit of discussion with the other boys that he was leaving the football team and it was a big drama for him a bit until he was stress~ anyway after that it was okay that he joined iskandar's team i think. so after that he went to play futsal and it was left with me adn feefah since qilah went home early.

oh yeah, after that...before daddy went to play futsal, i walked around with daddy and we walked pass our old class, where it all started and the next door was this girl who was holding her half open tudong and laughing like hell or hysteria. i was like....who the hell is this girl? she is so crazy. then after that daddy suddenly said 'cm baiee mukanya ah' something like that lh~ i think he said baie~ or not i just said baie and i asked him about it. he told me it was LAMAK and i......'ia wh tu?? wow!' cause i seriously act like i didnt know her..more like i thought she was just a normal student who went crazy for no such reason at all but actually it does...because of us~ hahahahaha.

after that it was me and feefah being two lonely girls doing nothing and me looking at some of daddy's pictures. and i actually stuck at this one particular picture. i looked at it until my sis suddenly calls me saying that she wants to pick me up NOW. i was like...hell kul 3 whhh and she as awal aneeeeee. so yes i went home after tell daddy about it and went to sleep until it was 7 casue i was hungry and noises was heards from downstairs.

when i woke up i went to on my fb *trus x ah casue i want to see daddy* and then....i dont know. i just memalui and wall to wall with daddy xD i love him so much hahahahahahah

repeating a word 3 times

today is seriously....boring and loongggggg. i know~ out PE playing with cg salnee will be continued next week on Monday, anyway, so yes, me abbe and bebek memalui as usual ==" okay~ when i got to school, i went to do my homework then went to talk with daddy for a while but then he have to do his homework so i just walked awy cause i didnt want to disturbe him, thought my maths homework actually was at home and i had to remade my homework like hell, but amazingly it was done in an hour but i didnt had it in....then after maths was....what ah?? english? no!....hmmm ==" oh yes...POA! i actually as usual....angan2 and i didnt pay any attention and getting a blank thig to do when we had an exercise. so i better work on that. anyway after that was...MIB which is studying about dalek2 7 puak brunei which is murut, kedayan, tutong, belait, brunei, bisaya and KEDAYAN which is me xD yes im kedayan but i dont speak kedayan. i know the meaning of it though x) okay after that was break and i gave some pictures to daddy, then it was english which is so boring that i actually ate some sweets to keep me awake, the way Ms Lim thought us is alright, but i cant stop being so sleepy...maybe i'll try sleeping early? nahh i'll be more sleepy 100% and my last class was IRK. which is alright but i kept angan2 about something else AGAIN!

so then waiting for feefah to finished class, me and babe went down looking at some boys playing at the futsal field, then suddenly lamak went to walk pass us and as usual, if we were talking before she was there, we'll stop after wards. i dont know why that is but it usually does. anyway, after that we went to out class cause rasyid went to call us just cause it was boring and on his way up was lamak AGAIN! so we heard her voice lh, *still not pacah and iw onder if girls really have this voice that would pacah, maybe she have too many hormons for guy's voice? no offence* anyway after that we then went to class and talked and talked and at the end the boys went to play at the padang bola bnr2 hahahaha. what else? .........oh yes, we spent out time lepak2 next to the gym, even meeting some teacher there like our scouts's teacher in charge sir Azlan. anyway after that i got home and well....it was pretty boring, my sis just got back from KK and she only gave me 1 gift~ (inda besyukur aku ah)

oaky, so after that i went to on my fb (after dinner) and that's pretty much it. it's a boring aday today and i dotn give w damn about lamak a bit. cause i actually had a grat shocked x) okay okay okay~ what else? oh yeahhh the repeating 3 words~ i actually have a habbit saying 'kn kn kn' or 'eh eh eh' also 'and and and' well it actually came from daddy as usual~ so yes~ hahaha addicted with it and it's a bit annoying but i cant stop it T.T okay im off....so sleepy dispite the fact it's 10 already~ okay cheers~ sweetdreams everyone, nyte2 x)

so bored at school until we took 100+ pictures!

well...today was great except that i woke up late and was only give 12 minutes to get everything ready for school!!!! so i was in a rush and i even said 'damn! shit shit shit!!' when i woke up. so when i got to school, i was busy doing my homework and actually didnt have much time with daddy. then during break, i ate my breakfast leftovers cause the canteen was seriously pack and i hate it. anyway, so after having a bio practical, then chemistry as well, while physics is.....alright. we mostly spent our time playing with the balance. so yes its was alright.

afternoon, i then went to spent it with my babe, i took out my sis lappy which i actually bring it to school and we looked for some internet. there werent any so i gave up on that and i went to look for the camera of the lappy. when i found it we took pictures as in me and babe and it was so much that it actually reached 100+!!! so yes....some of the pictures are me and qilah...okay, most of them are me and qilah. then when feefah came we took some pictures with her and after that when haziq came and rasyid i pulled haziq and we took some pictures as well....hmm..oh yes...at the end of the pictures where it was about to strike 4...we had this great idea of imitating lamak. i know how she usually smile so i make that smile and then took a picture of it. i was like, okayyy it looked a bit the same...but im not wearing my glasses, so yes..i took qilah;s glasses and take a picture with that smile again and actually it did look the same. in fact it did look the same like 100% and if ur not even looking properly, u might see it as her rather than me which i would seriously not take pictures like that. it's so not me.

okay, so yes, it;s very rude of us but we miss her hahaha.lamak anyway these are some of the pictures from today

not that cute huh?

smilyyy

hmmmmm

daddy! kna pjl begmbr ;p

LOVE

siapa nhhhh?? LAMAK!

twittering~

hahahaha, twitter wh~ bkn twittering~ atu be twitt twitt ganya keraja ku tu eh hahaha. okay, anyway, i've been having twitter since last yr at october, so it's been a few months and you think my tweet will get 1000+ already, but nope. it's only 90+ cause well...i've been inactive after a few days i made it and until yesterday2 i've been active again. so yes, it's only 90+ and i actually left it at 28 tweets last october. you could see the difference right? i love twitting since feefah have a twitter as well. so i have a buddy to talk to x) thought my twitter is a bit like my blog, cause there isnt any much followers, but im a bit glad, cause no one is going to know alot about me. for example me being an addicted blogger or twitter~ Opps the confess hahaha.

anyway, enough about twitter, im actually trying to say that im bored LOL. oh yes, i have been spending my time chatting with woo all day! he is the only person that i could chat for almost 3 hours!!! not even daddy reached that long! okay, if morning~ anyway, the reason for us chatting like 3 hours was his many request about pictures! hahaha i dont mind, it give me something to do rather than doing nothing am i right? ahahaha okay enough about him, mrh daddy krg

how about i talk about daddy? eh..mls ku eh....aku rindu ia and mlu ku kn ckp psl ia....tpinya krg menyamal ya......bt siuk! apannn.....i like it when his menyamal. it makes me smile~ thought he went 'org menyamal inda kna pujuk' and i kept laughing x) i know, palau and pnt aku ah, but i love it, and he couldnt help but laught when ever i laugh. and if he really was menyamal, which i would know or else i wouldnt laugh, i would just keep quite and after a while i went menyamal ane me went tu pujuk. it's typical, when someone menyamal, bls blik, and it'll be okay. thought i hate it if someone menyamal luan bth, it's plain annoying. anyway, i ended up talking about daddy huh? hahaha okay, i want to talk more about him but then i want to talk about my baby..or should i say family? i mean fake family???

the mommy is me~ which i could be called Meh, and the daddy is daddy lh hahahaha. the first chile is Baby Qilah bte Daddy, second is 247 Bin Daddy and my third is baby debby bte Daddy. hahaha i know, it's funny and it all happen when we were doing something stupid which made it all happen like everyone was related in out MB3C class. well, we love it ^^,

what else should i talk about? im actually addicted with twitter, facebook, blog and online. i know, it's a lot but i love looking at my blog and i like facebook cause daddy's there, twitter is just plain simple but feefah there's so i have a great time twittering with her, my email have everyone and i usually chatted with them if bored, or ask for homework or anything. but the truth is, i cant stop being online cause if i dont go online, someone will look for me~ anyway this are some of my camping pic last yr in march~ i know, it's been a long time



okay, im bored, so i'll put some of my pictures at school and else where

skipping band again

im skipping bang again. well...i dont know why but sunday makes me lazy and well...im lazy x) anyway, im saying im skipping band and the actual thing i was going to talk about is about this...

if i didnt skip band, i wouldnt have talked or chatted to Hill Takayama which is a scouts member. when i got online, he suddenly text me with ahh this bubye muahhzz and all. so my first impression was he miss text me with his girlfreind. so i said 'ah?' hahaha. then i read it back it was actually for me ==" so i was....'asthhh' and he suddenly ask about scouts, which i cant help but layan cause im a bit addicted with scouts, and he even said about camping!! damn. anyway, after that we chated a few minutes then he gtg to work. so i was like...nasib...but the stupid thing is that, he texted me at the time where daddy was out to miri. so i thought, everytime we chatted, it have to be where daddy was out of country or something. next time, i'll go with daddy lh ke miri! hahahaha xD

oh yeah, this is his pic...took if from fb, thought i didnt save it, just took it form fb~

All time low addicted

hehehe..ikay i have to stop laughing at the first word of my post, anyway, ALL TIME LOW! im so addicted of them x) they have been singing since they were in high school and finally debuted in 2008. they have 5 albums i think and im loving every song they have. i couldnt find any of their other albums other that nothing personal and so worng, it's right so i asked it frlom Brandon x) thnks to him i get a lot of their songs and currently im listening to them hehehe. i love them hahaha memajal.

they were high school friends and they gre up together i guess. anyway after that what else? the singers? i mean singer is Alex Gaskarth, the lead guitar was Jack Barakat, Zack Merrick(the cute one i think) was on the bass and Rian Dawson is the drummer. their from Baltimore, Maryland and they once have a mix cd with simple plan i think. anyway, i found some of their pictures and it was like...funny and stupid!!! hahahaha but mostly cool x)

from left-Rian, Jack, Alex, Zack! <3>

Zack giving a cute look *melting ku eh labih!*

oh yes, Jack and Zack are sometimes panat....as well as Alex. Rian is the only pendiam there.

Zack hugging Jack, cba th aku xD

Zack's old hair is so not cute and i found this at google hahaha, superhero all time low niceeee

waseh!

esehhhh hahahaha, i love saying that word so much. but my title is not and error okay, waseh actually the child of eseh. daddy said eseh a few times which influenced to me and i said that word infront of 'A' (the girl yg kacau2 daddy)'s geng so they went to said waseh to penyeluru at me. so yes, they starting to be brave enought to do that. so they might as well brave enough to start a fight am i right? thought im not planning to start a fight but if it's unavoidable i would like to fight back, im not the type that wouldn't fight when i have to.

another thing that makes me thing that there is going to be a fight is that her bf and daddy. the two of this guys were alright, no static together and well when ever they met the smile. than, daddy told me that yesterday when they met, the bf looked at daddy so seriously. like he jsut wanted to hit daddy. menantang lh kn cri kelaie. so i was 'alright, this is going too far' 'A' is seriously trying to pick a fight with us.

so i was thinking, before this goes too far, why dont i try to talk with her...but then i know she would just give me that loveable-annoying face of her front row for me~ hahaha alright, so i just have to see how this goes cause i know now that their fighting back. well i never disturbe her anyway, just make her see my face already annoyed her. alright, so i managed to get all the points on the fight thing and i hope i could avoid it.....im not a coward cause im not. but i dont want to fight at school...msuk hep krg.

but if it really is unavoidable, then i might as well get really with 'A' cause i know daddy and that guy will have a fight. hope bkn kelaie pki tangan. just a conversation fight. anyway, what else? on yeahhh since they penyeluru me with waseh, everytime i said eseh i always said 'eh slh waseh!' hahaaha cause i love eseh but waseh remind me of the x)

random too much

addiction? affection? love? the heck am i talking about here *laugh*okay, so im bored, im seriously bored and i dont know what to do. so yes, i think i'll just start with random time again *laugh* okay, now lets me start again and again and again. im actually wanted to have a birthday partry for just my colse friends. im hopicng sushi could come an shee ahhh *if your reading this* and you people now the drill, it's qilah, feefah, idi syafiq HHIKA are invited. sushi as well as aliana if they could. oh yes, how could i forget, daddy! so yes. well there would be only like...a few boys, so i think i'll call my cuz next door to accompony daddy cause the've met before. so what else should i talk about? im still addicted with blog actually cause this is way simple that writing my diary. i know~ it's already with me actually and well...it's not even moving anymore. the forst 2 books are well....fast and the third are so lagg and its even fat. im addicted to listening down right now and i love the lyrics *laugh* im so bored, mummy im bored, daddy im bored, bro sis im bored...friends im bored! seriously to the max bored....'TDUR PLG!' inda ku mau!!!!! cause i have something to do later huhh. what should i do....i wonder...im bored...seriously bored...babeee im bored whhh memajal eh.

should i upload so me pictures? nah...i dont know what to upload anyway....hmmm...thinking on what to say right now but im still typing and well im talking random again starting now......blank. ahhhh husna is off, so i could use my facebook now ^^ bh out babe

your annoying-loveable face

hehehe~ im so sorry, but im seriously addicted to her face! her annoyed fave that makes me want to see her more and more!!! hahaha okay, im evil as usual. anyway, so yeah i saw her like so many times today. firstly, it was at the canteen and she went away just before i was buying my lunch. then, the second time was when i saw her dating with her boyfriend and me going to that area where we were waiting for cg salnee x) so yeah, after a while she also ran away leaving her boyfriend. so i guess she was annoyed of my face? =)

okay, so after playing some mixture of netball and basketball and free ball with cg salnee, babe, bebek and ismah, we were otw going home and she was actually sitting with her friends in our area. so yeah, when we were going home, they also went home, and she was behind me, i mean in front of me. i was actually in a rush and i love running so i ran pass her to get my bottle. then after that went to the canteen with babe. so yeah, her face was soooooooooo annoyed makes me want to see her more and more. when we went back to cg salnee, i saw her AGAIN with her boyfriend. so yeah, i just acted natural cause well...why would i get angry? i dont have any reason to be anymore. so when i was on my way pass her, she knocked her pencil case to the wall like she was so stressed up. i was actually 'ssk bnr jua anak ane kn aku x)' bt i just went like i used to. what? i love her annoying face but im not picking a fight with her anymore. all i did was only make her hear daddy's name from our conversation and she suddenly went so annoyed of us. so yeah, i dont give a damn about her stupidity or even kacau2 org, but i do give a damn about her where about cause well...what can i say? it's fun. but i actually hope in my heart, (deep deep deep deep deep deeeeeeeeeeeepppp inside my heart) that i dont want to just love making her annoyed, it's not she did something to me that i didnt want to forget, and im not that mean as i usually look like. hahaha. anyway, so yes~ i actually want to just us be friends. okay, not BESTFRIENDS! that'll be a nightmare, all i want it just stop everything. just enough, i lve my own life, and she live her own life and im will not disturbe her ever again. like hell im disturbing her right now..she was the one who was so annoyed of my face with no such reason at all. anyway, im bored hahahahaha okay, so yeahhh i love seeing her annoying face even until now. thought im trying not to cause i dont want to be in a fight with her, it's so childish and well not my liking. it's a bit of my style to fight back, but i guess it's not the reasonable thing to do to stop it. better fight fire with water than fight fire with fire~ x)




oh yes, this picture is not me and her. i just randomly pick it up and upload it x)

the photographer babe

yeah~ well, we were bored while waiting for cg salnee to get ready for jogging. so yeah~ while waiting, lucky daddy stayed bck so babe suddenly started taking pictures of the two of us. it was funny and daddy was being pemalu sl inda suka begambar~ sooooo cute x) okay~ so some of the pictures was with me while the others was with him. mostly it was with his mobile and my phone was playing with me so i couldn't received any of the pictures.

sigh

the hell, i written a long post just now and when i published it it was gone...so i didnt even think twice and delete it just like that. so this will be a short one lh x) so my privious post that i just delete was about me being bored, im talking random, my studies, about the school..i mena class got burnet but didnt managed to, my 247 oay his! my early planning birthday party in march which is a bit private but i told it in this post~ how panat...hmm what else did i write? i mostly talk about random and well~ that's just it. i written a long post just now and it was suddenly gone..like half if it was gone just like that so u was a bit pissed and deleted it just like that. so yeah.....im bored and i hate stupid blog deleteing my haf post just then....it took me like....from 1045 until 1110 to do it and well~ it wasnt really long and i was proud of it so yeah~ big bummer but so? okay..im talking to my self AGAIN! so yes.....short today see ya cheers stay happy-appy XD nyte2 sweetdreams love ya n miss ya blog!! LOL im tired

so tired and sleepy

it's only 7 baby and im already sleepy damn it. anyway, yeah, im tired and sleepy because i just went to Muara Beach with my bro and my sis to just...well play around. we played at the play ground and then take some pictures a bit. like this one down here




anyway hahaha, yeah~ that my bro back there and my sis taking my bro's picture. anyway, so yeah~ some pictures at the sands are at my sis so yeah~ just waiting for her to upload it i guess. anyway when that was over, thought i spent most of my time at the water *my foot okay* so yeah. we went crab hunting and i went holding the pipe. hahaha i know~ i actually wanted to do my business and i was shouting to my brother that i want to go to the toilet.

so when i got home, i was like running to the toilet and then took a shower which made me sleepy until now. so yeah~ today was okay, i miss him thought and well.....hmmmmm ==" so tired n ngantuk bt my homework is not yet finished and well......i'll sleep late today i guess....oh! it's still 8 damn it....so ngantuk.

a boring rainy day

raining raining raining~ it's been almost a week and it's still raining. thought it stopped a few days but it started to rain again while lead to Brunei being cold like having a big air-conditioner. thought it's better than Brunei being hot, what? we complain Brunei being hot but now when it's cold, we complain as well. typical Bruneian right? anyway today is so boring. thought i got up around 10 cause well...im so lazy and i missed band on purpose wahahah (6) and i was actually woken up by a call from haziq cause i didnt reply his morning msg. okay, he planned to mc me but i answered it casue i didnt looked at who was calling. so when i woke up i just went to cook myself some breakfast and then went memalui cause the internet was gila.

i started to msg with some friends then got my self doing nothing after that. so i went to my room and sing some ALT songs as usual. well, after that there were a 'doa arwah' at my czn's house and when i got there, my cousin asked me of my result. i told them it got 3As and the rest are B. then she said "ohhh 3A 2B ko dpt" and i was like.....that's PSR......"inda..aku dpt 3A 5B" and my cousin suddenly looked at me with this weird look, like i was old or something. "form 3 ko kh?" she suddenly said to me and i answered "inda, form 4 tahun ane" "eeeee muda udah d merah ane!" and everyone suddenly comented on how i was a few years back when they usualy see me everyday. i was still around 6 or 5 that time and well what do you think? i was the target of kna nyanya at that time =="

hmmm what else.....oh yeah~ im menyamal right now at you know who~ hahahahaha and due to his low credit his having a hard time dealing with my menyamal. well~ spa suruh inda mau makan? ceramah dh ku bgi, inda jua mau2nya...so menyamal lg ku. biar ya x)

okay~ so yeah~ im having a boring day as usual and my homeworl is done like what? jsut doing research on DNA. sooo boring........

how i have been

so i've been sick for the past...well.....it's been last year. yeah, 27th December until now. thought my coughing ended a few days after the school opens but it came back a few days back because my brother was sick as well. then it went to my sister and now it reached back to me. so yeah, i've been coughing until my stomach hurts like hell. thought, i thought i had dugal cause when i cough with an empty stomach i feel like i wanted to puke, but since i ate breakfast back i was fine. and i had to drink a lot of water and the bitter medicine as well as the pills-which made my lidah panat and took out my taste buds for a while.

school was fine~ it was okay, it was great. hahaha, okay okay~ school was as normal as it could get. staying back until 4 with my babe and bebek. my lesson was alright thought, bio got me clueless, chemistry was fun thought we didnt managed to be successful with the lime water change to chalky. what else? Irk was alright, we just had out first lesson on 'Musuh-musuh Allah' then Bm was fun, kmi buyuk buat jawapan sedri where we were suppose to ask out partner. then...hmm oh yes physics, it was.........i dont know. very no comment. i dont know how the teacher is teaching us so im not sure how to comment it yet, but she is very padas sometimes. english was ms Lim again and people said she was boring ever since firm 2 and now i get it why, we're doing work every lesson where other sometimes just talk and play around with their teachers . thought its great to be chilling with teachers, but not studying is bad as well. so im okay with it a bit. pe was a bit boring, we're running all the time...just running and with my fever, i wasnt it great shape. mib was..i dont know, alright? i was in the toilet when my class was studying it funny right? and it took me like a few minutes in the toilet and they already finished. so i wasnt in the toilet that long, the teacher was fast. okay....what else....irk, bm, mib, pe, physics, bio, chemistry, oh yeah! POA-poa was also fine, it was theory so i'm a bit weak in that- what else? eng, maths D and A maths. okay maths, it's tcher mimi and it was alright. i currently loving A maths cause well...it's maths! like hell i dont love it. and haziq having it hard to deal with Amaths so im happily helping him in it. i love maths...hehe i love it x)

okay, speaking of school, jamban is really annoyed if us. well, annoyed of me. cause i met her almost everyday and she is surprisingly a pahlawan. so at the sport house meeting, she was so annoyed of me cause i kept walking next to her and waving at her friends *which was my friend as well and cousin* and i even played some games with one of them LOL so no surprise she suddenly got so annoyed that she jaling feefah and nina and also babe qilah. that made me wonder why she did that. if she's so annoyed of me, do it to me, dont do it to my friends. so yeah, today i didnt saw her thought and i miss seeing her annoyed face towards us. also! me and bebek made a bit of a plan, if we met her this time, i wave to her and bebek made eye contact. reason? we just want to see how her reaction is. if she started to talk to us in a nice way alhamdullilah, if in a rude way, we just ignore her and make her self look stupid.

alright, what else? hmmm.....i've become more rajin eseh! and everything is alright for me. i even got close with HHIKA back. well, for the past few days i feel weird with them and now im alright. i even had a laugh and it was alright. so yeah, my life is alright for the time being except someone started to kacau2 ayam again. thought it's not jamban, so im alright with it. what? im only jelaous of jamban n S so what the hell. i dont give a damn except just keep an eye on that person. x)

my dairy is not with me wh

i know i've been writing this s bit too much, but what? write on a dairy? it's with haziq whh. we're jsut so close and we sometimes....well usually bring home one of the other stuff e.g, his holding my stickers since last year~ and i usually bring home his pencil case. anyway, during school today, i as usual got to school early, then did my homework. after that, i went study. i started to cough a lot today at class and i was afraid i was being too annoying. during break, the cough started to worsen cause i didnt drink any water at all. suddenly i fent like i wanted to puke. i forze, but it was fine. when i cough again there it was again, so i walked out looking for haziq asking for water. mls ku wh ke canteen ah..ramai org! after that i drank and then i went back to class. i cough a few times again and i suddenly really wanted to puke so i walked out towards the toilet, ignoring haziq for once. got to the toilet, it suddenly dissapered. i was like, ngalih ku ehhhh.....but i cough a lot.

when it was lunch (i stayed back) i went down with haziq, and met Jamban. i was like, okay what ever but i was not in the mood for getting annoyed so i stayed where i was and it made her feeling annoyed. she suddenly started walking around her friend and finally she walked away. i was like......interesting =) so yeah~ my devil's side came out for today. so yeah after that i went for lunch with babe.

when it was time for going home, haziq left his songkok and hakim and rasyid told me to take it home. but why me??? their boys and i would look so weird holding a songkok! but i did~ so yeah. i knew it was his songkok cause it has his smell~ hahaha anyway, as we were going down to the canteen, that Girl was there and i had an idea. i told babe to go to the canteen just to make her jealous of haziq's songkok. hahaha sooooo childish huh? anyway, yeah~ babe said this out loud 'kenapa lh c haziq ketinggalan songkoknya atu kn?' and i said 'anth eh anak ah, pelupa th bnr' and they(she and her friends) all looked at us. i was like..wahahahahah im so evil x) so yeah. i had fun doing that and she didnt want to look at me on the face anymore. even when i was waiting for my brother to arrived and she was there, she went away. well~ now she knows how i feel if i see her. so yeah~ i hate her and i love making her suffer. man im so evil towards her x)

i love this day

i love this day~ i know~ blik2 ku ckp d mna2 ku ckp td. bt i seriously do love this day~ thought im not telling the reason but most of you guys knew about it. anyway~ so yeah~ today was okay~ alright, great~ super~ splendid, i love it! hahaha yeah i love today~ most of the reason was because im with him all day~....not in class but when ever it was break lunch and everything i was with him x) well cna jua. anyway when i was out of physics, thought it was a bit of hell and panic cause i was asked for the last lesson and i didnt revise. anyway, when i got out, i saw him and happily and almost ran towards him ^^, when i got there, he was joking of how long he've been waiting but he just got out of class as well~ we went home together~ alone for once and he wore his glasses. it was cute x) but he kept saying it was not and i love it when i always make him kambang~ hahahahaha....my life is all about him...sigh

tired

sooooooo tired. like hell, this morning i got band and woke up around 745. i got band to 8 something. then my teacher was trying to fixed my F note casue i dont know why but it went all wrong somehow. anyway, after that we were recorded by the CCA i dont know why but i heard it was for promoting brunei to the philipines. since i quit band for almost a year, i was falling behind so yeah, i faked everything. i faked me playing and just moved my mouth and fingers. it was funny and very tired. then we gossip2 for a bit and i went hom at 11.

then after lunch at 3, i went to the saloon with my sister for a pedicure and medicure and a foot scrub until 4. the foot scrub was hell, it hurts!!! but the medicure and pedicure was okay and very gali! x) then we went shopping buying some foods and everything. then we went to buy *ahem ahem* after that we went to the mum to buy some cake. we reached home at 5 and i went back to help my mom at the kitchen.

after that, after sembhyang Isyak, we went to mubarak seblh jamee! we were planning to buy the english book but i didnt know it was close on sunday n saturday!! but i did buy my other stuff for school and i was so tired for going around the store looking for my stuff. i got 14 thing to buy so imagine me holding 14 stuff, all the files fullscape and everything! but lucky my dad was there to hold it for me and the store keeper was also kind enough to help my dad put it in the counter.

i got home around 9 cause we also went to a few store on our way home and i actually got to use the computer at 10 something. i have to waith my my cloths to be ready cause i was washing them and then i wanted to msg someone at midnight. i was like.....urgh! im so tired! today is so much work! i wonder if i do this everyday i might faint for once.

drama bestfriends finally ended huh?

drama? yes! of course! 100% true! what type of drama? hell i dont know but i do know this. it's over. it's the end. anyway, this is how the drama started.

remember my last post about about me feeling weord with my gang HHIKA? well yeah. it's about them, and finally i've told them. so here how it went, i got to school early in the morning. well, i actually wanted to see babe qilah and haziq before anything happens so yeah, met babe and hugged her, that haziq and we talked. then came husna and i told her that i wanted to tell them something. then when ismah came and kaka wonz, i told them about it. i was crying~ yes i was, and they were like, bru sadar what they've done. but i was wrong. bt before that, as they were still in a daze of shock. i walked away towards haziq, giving him my glasses and then cried. yeah so? he was the only person that i was used to there so i cried at him lh! so yeah~ he tried to cheer me up but ismah husna and wani was standing next to me. trying to say something but couldn't. when ismah started to say something, i know what she was going to say, 'maksud mu, mun kmu inda buat aku c2 aku inda sadar lh ah?' and she said awu and i said 'time 2008 ko buat slh aku maafkn jua iss' thought my voice broke at the end and i cried again at haziq. (he was standing next to me) they told me to meet up at husna's class. i was like, why do i have to go to her class? this is about me? why am i going to their class to discuss about me? why dont they go to my class instead?

so as i got to husna's class, with haziq at my hand, still want him to be there. when they saw me coming, i stood outside, looking at haziq, didnt want to think about it or else i'll start crying again. then, when they got out, haziq ran out where i was looking at him, wanting him to be there with me! and i later found out there actually told them to go. i mumbled shit, and listened to what they had to say. they told me what they did was the right thing at that time, reporting me to the teachers was the right thing. that was what a bestfriend would do. yeah right! a bestfriend should advice their beatfriends! like hell they think that was the right thing! like hell they think i was alright with it, like hell i wouldnt get angry! so yeah...then they said if the even advice me they were afraid i would get angry at them until i didnt want to be friends with them again. well....that did happened, i had enough. they've hurt me too much, i've been crying for 3 night in a row thinking about this. so yeah, at the end, i left. i didnt want to head any of it, i had enough of heartbreaks for one life time for a friend that i love. thought i've lost them twice and they will lose me twice.

after that, i went towards haziq....okay shut up with me going towards him sja mun nangis ia mun nangis ia...but true! aku nangis ia ku aga wh! so yeah, i met him on my way towards class and then cried again. when break was over, it was irk and then we didnt studied yet cause the text books wasnt given yet. anyway, so yeah we were told to do our owh business so i made a letter for HHIA. and yeah, after school was over, i gave it to ismah. looking at her smiling cause i was glade it was over. i told them sorry and my last words was 'thnks for the memories datul =)'
so yeah, it was over for HHIA..but not khairah. she's different, she said sorry before i could cry, she said she wanted to apologies earlier that i thought, and she accepted me if i wanted to be just friends. so it was better that friends, she was my bestfriends. the only that stayed for me.

so yeah, it was over. HHIA was done for me. K reminds. thought they maybe still think im their bestfriends, but it's over for me. im done, i've been badly damaged by them. and i've been crying alot. it's been last year, i've been crying since last year, i might have lost my tear factory by now, and it did. im calm now, i dont cry anymore. when everyone tried to talk to me about them, i just smile and laugh like it wasnt a big deal. but it was so yeah, pity me~ but im fine. cause i know who is my real bestfriend already. and i'll cherish them =)

step up2

damn it! how many times have i seen the final dance!!! i'm still addicted to it!!! i've watched it like...so how many times! a few dozen the first time i saw it and now....my god, it's very addictive! so to the max!!!! in case you wanted to watch it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rX6Rku80gYo&feature=related

ok, so yeah, the music is awesome, the dance is wicked! thought you might not see me why it's so cool with all the poeple jumping and dancing and all. but it's cool to me Xp and i like it to the max. thoguht i havent seen the first one but i bet it's awesome as well...but from what i've heard the secont is way more far better!!!! and everyone is doing this for real! the've practiced like how many months to do that! and Mooses....the person who shouted "it's the new style" is the youngest from everyone! his 16! (in that movie) and he have sooooo great moves! thought i dont like his teeth and hair...but who am i tu judge? he have cool moves! anyway so yeahhh i love it!!! XD soo addicted right nowwwww LOL

=)

yeah~~....fine...thought he said sorry, and it was his fault, i was saying it was my fault and idi was saiyng it was my friend's fault. i was....bh spa th slh ne??? bt at the end i put it at rest and we chatted like always. anyway!!!! Dst was a bit crazy tonight. i cant msg anyone and well.....eveyone cant! so yeah....some went crazy and mental2 for awhile and idi was also mental2 sl inda dpt msg gfnya...akhirnya telipunnya. mna ja ia~ sejm th lg tu. kaya. bh okay what sould i say now....

im just here...apannn...okay im in MA4O btw and yeahhhhhhhhh seblh daddy XD bh out..inda panjang

sour much

so....school.....second day....hmmm......yeah, not in the mood. thought i got to school around 7 (still annoyed about that) i just walked pass him cause well, i was going to the exam-something-what-ever~ to change my subject. then after that i went to class without talking to him at all. so yeah, i miss him so much an i wanted the time to go fast, when it was break, i went to his class and we went to the canteen together, again, my friend too me away for a while and i met him near the stairs. we talked a bit then met qilah and i went with her until break was over and again, didnt had time with him. after that it was lunch and he stayed back. i was planning to go with him but feefah wanted to go somewhere else. i was ammm....okay, so i went with feefah, he even said okay i should go. so berbelah bahagi th ku ne, kn sma ia jua, kn sma feefah jua krg weird, krg kna ucap lupa kwn. so yeah, i went with feefah. after that, we went to sir wong, talking bla bla bla~

saw him outside and i went out talking for awhile when he went away again. we didnt even got the chance to talk for 5 minutes! then we went to babe qilah and i met him there. i talked to him for a while but them someone i hate so damn to the max much was there and i was like hell. i was talking with qilah and nina and ismah so, as i didnt want to do the same thing like last year, i went to them, knowing my self that i actually desperately wanted to be with him at that moment. after that, he went away again, having a face like he was annoyed. i was....sigh.

i saw him his usual place and he was talking. then when i got near, he turned his back to me. i was a bit worried, i try to ignore him out of my head for awhile, thinking he was just talking with his friend. then, when i went to sit next to him, he didnt looked at me. i thought he was mad, well yeah, i understand, we havent been really talking that day and it seem like i was placing my friends first than him. i just didnt want my friends to hate me for being always with him, and also i didnt want people to get the wrong idea *ahem ahem* so yeah. we were silence and it was awkward. then he was going home, i looked at him, but he didnt looked back. i sigh....then rasyid told me the truth, he was mad at me and he said 'nasib kmi sma' and i knew what he meant. i went towards him, not running cause he wasnt that far. we talked for a while and i said sorry, but he said it was okay, sying he was fine with it, he got used to it and all. as he was going to go to his car, he said 'rindu d cari, udah ada d lupakan' ane he left. i left as well, walking faster towards babe.

i invited qilah to take a walk with me but she was talking with Aliana, so i ask where feefah was and i went to the library and saw feefah was reading a book so i just went to sit next to her. tellling her to continue reading and i went to sleep *tekarang ahem* crying a bit, and came babe asking if i was okay. then they went to ask me what was happening and i told them. i was like, 'ida ya phm kh???? bcanya x ah buku ku inda kn inda phm what i feel? npa aku c2....' i went emo...thought i was laughing a bit...im still....sigh...got home after that and i cried a bit.....havent contact with him yet...cause i know his still mad at me. sigh

smiling, laughing, gila kh apa?

hehehe.....chatting here so dont call me crazy. i know im smiling on my own, laughing in a room with only im occupying it. then im also making sounds like 'tap tap tpa tap tap tap tap tap' endlessly. so that is what you call chatting. people will call you crazy if you kept doing that ove and over again. the smiling and laughing part. thought being angau is the same, but it's more to be half crazy cause you'll be laughing on your own, smiling like a real crazy person but still sane. just a bit of a love drunk if i could say. then the part where you just like look at nothing and started smiling and laughing non-stop. well, better think that thrught before the hospital came rushing towards you and put you inside ward 5! anyway, talking about chatting, old people sometimes wonder, 'apa siuknya main compiuter ane dang' thought they usually shouts at your ear like we're 10 feets away,

all we just said is 'au nee...siuk dpt chatting chatting sma kwn'

'chatting chatting? apa tu lai!!!'

'becakap pki tulis2 bh nee'

'cemana ko menulis? nada pen nene liat!!!!'

'ane namanya keyboard nee' as we showed her the keyboard 'ada ABC ane yath pki ane kita menulis, sng2 sja th kita buat apa kh yg nene mua, kn nene tulis nama nene pun dpt ne neee. zaman sekarang menjadi modern dh, mcm2 bleh ada mun org america yg gila2 pndi dh ane' bt when we finished explaining,

'apa ko cakap lai!!!! inda nene tedangar!!!!'

so we just went back explaining to them with even more bigger voices or just ignored them until they feel boring and walkes away, leaving us again laughing and smiling as we watched the big square box that is covered with not so much moving pictures as what they always see it on another box, more bigger, more flatter and more expensive. Tv lh tu ah. so yes...thought it's imposibble that our grandparents dont know what is a tv, but im certain they dont really understand about computers or labtop right??

nsib ja aku inda serumah sma nene ku time ane yg jauh2 d lawas ah X)

first day of school

so i was hyper for school~i woke up around 530...then went to get my stuff ready and took a shower. after that i went down with my mom eating breakfast and all talking with her about my first day of school. when i looked at the watch 'WHAT THE FUCK! it's almost 7!!' so i dashed out the kitchen and shouted 'KA!!!!!!!!!! BANGUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' and she ran out of her room to the showers.

i was in the kitchen waiting angrily at both of my sisters, when they were down ready all dressed, i was giving my angry mood and they all rushed to the car. gave a quick kiss to my mommy and we were off. my sisters was eating at the car because of me and they forgot almost some of their stuff except books, money and mobiles. spa suruh buat aku tunggu dua jam labih, kn dh kna teriaki. anyway, as i got to school, i went to the canteen. my eyes was already atomatically searching for that guy and well, saw him ^^,

i met up with my last yr class, beloved MB3C, and then i had a bit of a chat. thought im still a bit of a left out feeling with HHIKA as they were there, i kept looking at him knowing he wasnt going to walk towards me *reason known but not telling ;p* anyway after that we went to the audi and well....the speech was long but the pricinple was cool. she kept talking out of topic and somehow managed to get us laughing. then we went to out own classes, thought im still in 4M which i was like...im not taking Geo! so yeah, i'll just like follow the timetable whatever.

after school, we stayed back (my gang) and we talked and talked and talked until we were out of ideas. i know, it's very ngalih!!!!! so anyway....lost my mood doing this cause well...soo tired =="

cheers

back to school!!!

esuk plg tu back to school~ but still, im hyper to go back to school cause well....what else? i miss my friends! and daddy duhh~ what else am i so hyper to go to school. then i also want to know my class, since i actually change my subject, im guessing i'll be moving class. thought i wonder, will i be in the same class with one of my close friends? thought husna is hyper cause well....she's in the same class with ahem ahem~ XD anyway...i've finished or done everything i want and a bit ready for school. thought my sleeping time have shifted a lot, what? i've been sleeping 8hours but! goign to bed at 12-2 and waking up arounf 11 is not a good idea if i wantt o start back to school tomorrow.

thought, my school is a bid strange, and i hate some of it, we're starting school tomorrow where other school starts today in the matter of fact! and i actually wanted to go to school today huhh. anyway, after that i'll just have to worry about what to bring tomorrow, thought i know giving of textbooks are next week, (saw the board next to the admin so no worries to bring a big bag). i guess my mobile is not leaving me, no big secret there, i bring it everyday and i'll be staying back tomorrow as well, so yeah, sambung the birthday video for sushi. anyway....today is sushi's birthday!!!!!!!!!!! happy birthday for sushi!!!!!! we miss you babe!

my internet loves me so damn much

ahehehe....my internet loves me so damn to the max much! why? cause one thing~ wvwry time i want to go online or have a chat with daddy, bam! it show it's love to me by kacau my chat...aka lost connection!!!! damn punya internet!!! why does it have to lost it's connection when im chatting with daddy?????? amyway....i dont know the hell what's wrong with the internet...all i know it's just to hot to start it's head i guess. but seriously....i dont get a full half an hour chat with daddy and it's alredy like hell playing with me. i was so stress up just now that i went online with my mom's mobile (el no creddito for me for once) so yeah...chatting having fun, then i went to look at my net, and it was...........!)*&)@$^(&!%#)*&$&(&%^(%& why? cause it was working fine and it's the reason why i could write this. so yes.....annoying so damn much and i hate it.

10 bestfriends!!!!

10....people would think...wow! 10 bestfriends! how could she managed! it's like a group! but yes..it is!!! i get 4 different group altogether. okay the first was HHIKAS yes my bestfriends and still...i havent told them about it thought, that's y. okay;
H-Hazwani aka Kaka Wonz
H-Husna
I-Ismah
K-Khairah aka caring!!
A-Amanina
S-Saadatul which is Me ^^,

(tall one in green kaka wonz, next to me with glasses husna, my right is ismah, sitting in black is caring, and cute one is nina)

so i guess HHIKA was formed in 2007 and i joined in 2008 so yeah~ it's fun being with them, meeting up at Husna's house every holiday and having a new activity everytime we're there. Bbq for 2 times already, painting husna's room, playing badil, sungkai together every year and well...we share our secrets every time we get together =p so for me i think....the most nice was Caring...not that i'm picking people here but in truth she is. Husna's my bestfriend and the closest from all 5 of them, Ismah is actually the only person im afraid off, thought i sometimes wanted to just say 'shut your fucking mouth and listen to me for a sec!!' but i just couldn't get it out of my mouth cause well.....im just soft to my bestfriends.

okay next is.....Babe Qilah, Bebek Feefah and Haziq =p
(babe qilah n bebek feefah)



Babe Qilah-she is the most crack up person i've ever met!!!! well yeah she's huge (no offense babe) and LOUD but i like it cause im LOUD too XD and the fact that she is big it makes me easier to hug herrrrrr. the both of us are sooooo pacah!!! we call each other Babe and we dont really mind it. im her love doctor and she doesn't even believe me when i told her the truth sometimes, and i had a hard time knocking her stubborn wall as well. but every time im with her i always had fun like hell!!! even with out daddy oh yes....she's my daughter but older that her own parents~ i know...weird.

Bebek Feefah-hmmm...she is babe's bebek...wahahha...yeah~~ she the person who i can rely on to find advise actually and get me out of my crazy world for a while. what? what she said always make sense!!! it's not that im always crazy~ im sane too ya know. soo....hmmm i've become so close to her starting May, ya know da drill xp anyway, after that we started to...mlsku kn explain eh..tntunya jdi best friends lh and i feel a bit better for talking to her casue she's been through where i was as well, thought i had i harder but she knows what i feel. anyway, she's a bit of a politician~ i guess and her english is wayy better than mine and alsoooo she have so many general knowledge of anything; mostly Hollywood and some American president and all. like i said, she have a big giant encyclopedia in her room that made her know everything, but she's nice XD and i like her.......as a bestfriend that is...im not Lesbian. btw babe n bebek! i still hate it during at the mall 30thdec09....it was sooo freeshow but sooo hell cause we were watching the best movie ever....

Haziq-his.....the most.....nice guy ever.

yeah right im going to write that short!



Haziq- he is my last best friend i had 2009. i started to get close to him after i was crying due to *inda ku mau gtau* reasons. then we started to talk....thought i think he was evil before i know him and it turns out he was sooo nice and sweet!!! i was like...wth? i thought he was more to 'wahahah nangis th ko nangis!!!' but he was actually crying with me.....i was the one doing the comforting at the end. then we started to know each other and we became best friends. thought we were close....okay sooooooooooo close...like a couple and people tent to miss understand us, we're just best friends.....a bit to close best friends...ahehehehe (A) anyway, yeah his nice and sweet thought people call him handsome and attractive, i dont really get it. his sooo not handsome or even cute....and what worse is that people also call him as 'hot' that made me even shocked cause he is so not 'hot'. his soo thin and tall....not that thin thought, but still...you wouldn't see him if he was behind a wall!! i know his soooo thin and alot of girls are crazy of him i wonder why. he always tells me about his dreams and i do the same, his the most yellow minded person i've ever had but still~ it made me laugh until my stomach hurts. and him telling me his story about when he was young also made me gave him stupid nick names hahahaha

okay...lastly....IDI N SYAFIQ!!!!!!!!
(from left to right, syafiq me idi)



IDI- is my ex/best friend. i know so what??? we're still tight! i know it's strange but it fun, his as crazy as babe qilah sometimes and yellow as Haziq!!! hahaha his soo fun when your chatting with him and i go crazy when i actually do. but when you met him it's different, his like an innocent boy who dont know anything about crazy things or porn, and he usually walks watching the floor, so humble....on the outside. in the inside man, you will be amazed on how he talks to you in the internet or msg or the phone. but face to face, 'hy' he only said...but on the internet 'DATULL!!!! XDDDDD' crazy right? but i like it. and his a bit of a childish mature guy~ his serious funny!!! XDD

SYAFIQ!-his the most....what should i say....his very fun to be with. we share everything and well....i love him!!!! as a best friend okay...dont get me wrong. thought i dont know what else to say about him....cause well....haha i think of him as a bother to me...like...someone who is always there for me even thought i was crazy or even forgot about him and will forgave me even before i say sorry. so yues, his the best best friends i've ever had, and i love him so dearly....as a best friend......

anyway....i love all of my best friends!!! i seriously dooooooooooo LOL

see ya 2009 hello 2012..opps! 2010~

that was a bit tooo early hahaha. anyway 2009 is over~ it's the pass it's history and as what i would like to say, learn form the past!!! and i did. (i hope)what i think of 2009? well yeah i've post this already but hey? my point of view changes. so 2009 was great, i had fun and everything. i was mature enough to know never to betrayed your friends trust ever again...or else you'll loose them and just say bye2 to normal best freind after that. anyway, thought i love 2009 cause it's the year where i met him~ and my world turned to boring to happy-appy all year round. what? it's fun when your in love~ thought it's a bit of a complicated thing as usual. but that was what you call love~ it is impossible to be not complicated sometimes. talk abt love~ okay...stop talking about love!!!!

sooo yeahh, bye-bye 2009 and hellooooooooo2010!!!!....i was soooo hyper for 2010 cause finally the pass is far gone. so when someone asked me when i went crazy, i can easily said it was last year!!!! XD sooo...what else...oh yeah~ bt the time it was almost 12...okay my watch was already 12 but others was a bit slow so i followed theirs. so when the time struck 12, firewords was heard~ i ran out of the maid room (at my uncle house, we were preparing to call people)so yeah~ when it was new year everyone shouted and we started calling~

new year...hmm...it was the best thing i ever had, thought this year was the first time i celebrated it like hell, with all the glow in the dark glasses, crown, caps and most of all galang! i took 8 of it and it was fun. we even had mask and party hats! baloon was everywhere and pops was heard every few minutes. thought after our big fireworks show was over, my cousin went back with playing bingo~ and i was outside the house on the phone. thought i was alone watching the dark night and the forest. but not long my uncle neighbor started to sing a new year song. soo it wasnt that silence anymore. then after that, i was treated to be lock outside if i dont went inside and i ran back to the house. XD they i went to the toilet to continue the call, then people was using the toilet so we went to the store and there we had a picnic. thought it was small and the trash was next to us, and our food was 2 containers of kerupok and 1 glass on water. so yeah~ sooooo funny picnic.

i actually slept at 2 that night, my other cousin and me was actually calling (it took me 1h 30mins) my cousin was 2h something, then since my uncle's house was near a forest and some of my cousin heard babies crying a few times a few parties back, so we kept in a small group and avoid looking at the windows which dont have any curtains. anyway after that we started to talk and talk, but yeahh my voice was still sour and i got a hard time shouting 'happy new year' with eveyone XD

so yeah, that was my new year 210 party, it was fun and i had a great time. duhhh. but for me, the feel of 1/1/10 was sooooo fresh. it felt like all my wrongdoings was gone...thought it's still fresh in my memories but its the past....finally =)

sooo i hope this year i'll have a great year...no more mistakes i hope, and i would like to study even harder this time cause i'll be facing my O'levels!!!! wow!