is the fact that I love you

Love, like a tree,
sends its roots down deep
so when the storms of life abound
and the winds of adversity blow,
it shakes and bends
and goes with the flowbut doesn't break or fall.

And during times of drought
it drives its roots down deeper
so whatever comes and goes—
summer, winter, spring, or fall,
the good times and the bad—
it stands the test of all.

– Dick Innes

when i dont message you,
Doesn't mean,
i forgot about you,
im just giving you time,
to miss me.

Without you my days are
Moanday,
Tearsday,
Wasteday,
Thirstday,
Fightday,
Shatterday,
Sadday.




love is the strongest of all gift,
love is the purpose of our life,
to love and be loved,
makes our life wonderful!
I LOVE YOU

all for you <3 haziq syukri =)

Blame PhotoScape for getting me addictive.

hayyyy, nice eh?? or not cause well....i'm just starting~ ;p this is not photoshop but its photoscape. i know not fun~ but it is very addictive otherthan photoshop which i think im not sure how am i going to get it. cant download it thats for sure.

i got this yesterday and well, it's very addictive, this is the first picture i made. then i went on with ayam's and then the both of us with 247 xp hehehe so yeah. i'm working on a picture of A.D.A later abd i've done MB3C and Troop 1017 already. not goanna upoad that cause i didnt want people to get annoyed xp

so enjoy~~

ayam <3

247 <3

at school doing nothing.

alright fine~ i know i haven't update my blog alright?? i'm a bit lazy and busy about it and what do i care? it's not that people read my blog anyway~ i think o.o well i dont really know who reads them so who cares. anyway my last post was about my.....boyfriend right?? hahaha. well i dont think he read my blog anymore cause i dont think he really remembers it. anyway i'll be saying a lot if anyway alright?? ;p okay okay okay, here how my life went.

it's august right now and it's almost Ramadhan as in fasting month. not long it'll be hari raya =DD anyway feefah's birthday is coming up this month and i wonder what am i going to give her o.o feefah if you happen to read this, act as if i know another feefah in this world. xD and ayam's birthday is coming up next month. i wonder what am i going to give him! o.o i was planing to give him a watch but then i was afraid he'll buy a new watch in no time. so finally i asked my sis, she said to buy him a T-shirt. and here is karen Lee. hay karen =) anyway, i didnt buy him a T-shirt cause i dont really know his size, so finally my sis told me to buy him a cap. it was simple and well......VERY simple. but i guess his the simple type cause he really do like simple things. anyway after that so yeah, i got hims present, but i still dont have one for feefah other that *tuutt* and ayam's birthday is durning the 4th term holiday! hari raya g tu eh bdaynya ah -.- so i dont really know how in the world am i going to give him the present. it'll be either i give him before his birthday where i'll need to begg him to the ground so he wouldnt open the presernt early or give him late which is a few weeks late D= which one is better? o.o

okay, stop a bit about him and let me talk about my life. thought his been in my life ever since last year so i dont really know how to my life be without him anymore -.- okay maybe i do....and it's lonely. i thought i want to stop talking about him? anyway!!! my life....okay...everything has been a bit okay. other than the fact that im getting lazy to hand in my homework and well...my teacher ask my parents number. if i dont hand in by next week saturday, well i'll be dead, my mom would band me from computer for the whole year!!! mummy-.- then my school is having test fever where it's test week. not to mention that we have more projects for the end of year exam which is on this november. gah!! and not to mention again that i have band! Dx band is soooo **tuut* man....we have this exam to get the grand 1 and then a concert for the cca as well as a Road Show to all the school around brunei. mann..and i already lost my tune -.- haiyaa...this is not easy. soo.......i'm not that organized with my life yet.....

ouch -.- i have this...well bibir ku melatup yath sakit. it's been 2 days and man it hurts. ayam got it more bigger than id o but he got it somewhere abit inside his mouth where it would hurt him when he talks/ me unfortunately, it'c located somewhere at my left lips but...well you could see it if i pout. it's not that big YET, but it already hurt like hell =( what else??

my friends?? aaaa their doing great, thanks for asking. yeah right tul, now your talking to yourself. anyway, so qilah is doing fine, and feefah also. idi and syafiq too, though its been a while i hanvent met them, last time was saturday 24th july. then..hmm.....iffah been very crazy as usual ;p what?? she make me crazy most of the time when im not with ayam =( and today ayam balik awal and aku nda smpt salam ia =((( rindu ku eh...nda g bth kmi jumpa tu..as usual. again. okay2...hmm.....HHIKA are great, i met them when ever i met qilah at 4s.

oh yes....'adi ku' atu..haiyaa..ngacau tia lagi. bt okay lh, i could hold my anger from her, im not that type to show it so long. and not the type to hate someone sooooooo much for so long. then...what?...let me thing. i'm gussing adi ku ssk aku jua but i dont really care. as usual, i dont really care if someone hates me, it s a part of my life ever since i was in primary school. and i tell ya, that was stupid. people hated me with no such reason at all o.o and im glad im just to bold to know about it.

how am i? i'm fine. i have a thick head for such reason. my cousin once hit me on the face with a ball that he kick, and his one of the school football player at that time too. and well, most of the reason why i saind my head was thick. yesterday, as i was spending a bit time with ayam, he was lying on my lap as usual casue him being manja and me being tukang layan is fun. so as he did that, we were talking and i was smiling. i didnt really remember what was talking about...then so suddenly something hit my head and i look up *since i was looking down to look at ayam in my lap* and i saw a ball bounce away from me. ayam was already away from my lap by that time and i figured that the ball hit my head as someone from ayam's team kicked it. the funny thing was, i was laughing my ass off. thought i was holding my head at where the ball collided with my head, but still, i was laughing. i think i got the hysteria again. then i remembered that ayam was there too and well, it wasnt easy but managed to tell him not to go mountain volcano explosion cause i was alright. i pulled him abit to show him i was alright again and then he stood up. he went to look for the ball and someone from the boys said he was sorry. well i guess he kicked the ball. but by the time ayam asked for the ball, i know he wasnt going to explode cause if he does, he would have done it 5 seconds ago. so he talked about to his friends, looking like he was going to get mad and mental. he hit the ball to the ground and let it bounce but at the end he said 'adang th main ehh, bahaya kamu ane. inda kamu liat tu ia ketawa ah??'as he pointed his finger at me, who is still having ym hysteria. he went to pat my head after that. so yaeh =DDD

okay i guess that beats me not updating eh? =) i know it's been a while and i know it s going to be another while for me to update again but i'll try my best. payah bh kn bth2 menulis ane....biasanya facebook ja ku ada ane. so if any of you do read this and you dont know me? look for my facebook. im sure you could find it~ if not 'Datul Kaede' alrightzzz im not poklen. on the other hand, forget what you just read and let me feel like you dont read my blog =D fair enough.

see ya~

the person i love =D

yes~ i know~ something that is worth reading is not the person i love who you people dont know off~ what do i care? it's my blog ;p

the person i love come by the name Mohammad Haziq Syukri Bin Sukor, loves the color Orange and is crazy with the game warcraft DOTA. i for once, played Dota far before he even know me, but i suck at it and just played it once~ so what do i care? i dont know how to play anymore. anyway~ no going to complain about Dota here knowing he loves it and afraid he would read this~ hoping he would though. anyway~ i feel like i've told this story a hundredth times already. being a playboy and a so call Handsome and Hot to the core, i dont really get people.

i heard of this infamous playboy ever since 2007. then saw him with one of my friend, he seem nice to me but i didnt give a damn. 2008, heard so much rumors about him which made me hate him with no such reason~ hahaha, then 2009. he was in the same class with me. so the first thing i wanted to do is ignore him and dont even want to talk with him. but unfortunately i sat next to him -.- finally, after 2 months of never talking....we talk. i found out he was a down to earth guy, sweet and caring all over. then i heard people call him hot and handsome....well i thought he was normal. no offense, im not talking big cause i dont think i am, but really...his not that hensem or even hot as people call him. anyway so yeah, we got too close and well.....i started to have a crush. not going to tell the whole story but then he had a crush on me too and with a lot of problems we finally got together after a year of knowing each other.

i never get bored with him~ i wonder why would i be since i love him so much~ i dont know why but every time i'm with him, my worried would just go away~ well, after i tell him about it. i hate lying to him and he know how to read my face, i seriously hate keeping something from him and with that he know all about my life. even he read my private diary~ and my private diary cant even stop talking about him~ i need a life sometimes but i cant do that, not now when i'm still a love addict. ;p feeling self cautious for the people who would read this, i should keep things in mind. but yeah~ his my life for now~ i know i'm still younggg, he might not be my husband in the future, but so what?? i dont even know who is my husband~ what if he really was my husband?? then i would ne happy of course, and if he wasnt, then fine. i'm not going to go get mad at the universe because of that. if i love him now, then i would love my husband more.

alright, so knowing him a year get me to know a bit about him, for one thing, his a pretty calm guy, well....if you get on his nerves, i couldn't stop him. his a good guy, who tried to help everyone...that he know~ duh. very smart other than maths which i got to beat him at all the time =3 *smug* a playful guy, never stop with the jokes and pocking me on the ribs *i'm very tickle-ish* very belurus until i just pinch his cheeks red. oh yes....slim =3

okay, now i forgot where i'm going with this..... oh yes! so, that's just how he is. calm and funny. and one thing i dont really expect from him is that his a very honest guy. from what i heard of a playboy, his very honest, and after knowing him that long, his not even a playboy at all. he just tend to get a lot of fans and being friendly isnt a good thing for a guy like him ;p i just wanna talk about him actually *smug* so if you find this annoying, then stop reading ;p

we became best friends before getting together, and he was just like my brother as much as he is as my.......lover. still getting that hard on my mind hahah. so yes, his my life. his my best friend, my brother and my boyfriend....his too important for me to lose =)

have i forgot to mention that he love playing the guitar?
^^,

pink perfume adidas

that is random actually =) so ignore that~ oh how i miss my blog~ *not really* anyway~ let me put it up to date alright??

firstly~ it's already July~ and tomorrow monthsary <3 luckily i have top-up my mobile looking as it had it's annual license today -.- $-25 this morning~ great but yeah....now it's $5 with a bonus of $6.95 hahahaha. anyway so yes~ i will be able to msg him tonight =) anywayy....school like is pretty alright if i could say~ i could never managed to go home late since i hate being jobless at home so i'll go home at somewhere 3 to 4. 2 being the earliest i could managed to force my self ;p and what am i doing?? i dont really know o.o most of the times i tried to busy myself by reading a thick book *a bit of a bookworm* and since i'm running out of books...i need to borrow them from the library o.o and if i dont really have a book, i'll busy myself with something like walking endlessly with no reason....well most of the time i would kill my time with daddy~ but his been pretty busy so yeah =)

hmm.......what else? oh yes i'm trying my best to do my homework since for once i'm losing my concentration on school work -.- so i hate to fall behind...especially when daddy is always smarter than me.....except maths =D...

oh yeahh...i've tried to make a design for well....i dont really know o.o but i made a design *abstract* for daddy for that one day he was absent and it ended up us not seeing for 4 days -.- and i was okay with it..but now i forgot how it looks like~ anyway......i'm actually bored~ daddy dont have kredit baaaa...that's y

i've been very sentimental for the pass few days =) well~ i've been happy most of it.......i think. okay i admit, i've been pretty sober for the pass few days which made me so sentimental~ is that a bad thing?? well i dont really care about it~ all i care is that i love him all to much =D apann....i dont want to talk about him~

yes, i'm making a whole lot of paragraphs with random things to write on

books! i've read the dontinuation of vampire academy~ aka the 4th book~ blood promise. it was oh so cool!!!!! and i hate it when Dimitri is a strigoi.....i know~ you dont konw about it...bt still and the ending is like wth!!!! his still aliveeeeeee nooooo -.- and i know the next book, Rose will be going with Lissa oh no! =S and also i've read the continuation of the Demonata~ i got the 1st until the 3rd, then i refuse to read the 4th one since i thought i wasnt relevent....then when i finally had the feeling to buy it, it wasnt on store....but i found the 9th book....so i just bought it, and founf out everything was connected with all the book eversince from the 1st! damn it -.- and i skipped 6 book as well. i wanted to read about Bec though....

my cousin! there were living with us for 2 night last month? week?? and all are from my father's side, which made me unavailable on internet for 2 whole days -.- anyway so most of my cousin are asking too much from me...i was trying to be hostile but at the end i became antisocial with my sis -.- too tired to talk with everyone i know and ask far too many question about my personal life....especially when they ask me about my boyfriend....which i told them i dont have one -.- no offense daddy~ i just dont want my cousin to poke their nose in my life

listening to my old songs-being an All time low freak, i have not been listening to their songs for a whole 2 months!!! now im listening to it again and it feel so relaxing =) and now it changed to the song that was given during May...... i dont really like listening to it...but somehow i cant force my self to delete it....even daddy was wondering why i kept it....in truth i dont really want to tell him =) i'm sorry love

i want time

alright i'll stop here and make a new post~ hopefully it's about something that meant to be told ahahahah

gulintangan!

okay so here how it's been, we've been practicing for like a month? and yeah it was alright~ everything is fine though it's a bit scary casue it's TOMORROW! and yes....i finally perfected my gulintangan xD so big yeah! and i found out that i could concentrate IF my mood is better so i hope my mood is great tomorrow! i might be having fun playing it*like today xD* so yeahh =DDDDDDDD big yeah there..

okay so let me tell you this, im playing the gulintangan...like the REAL gulintangan and it's harder than you expect to see it! 0.o and i;ve been forgetting the song for the pass week. we were practicing with a last change up song therefor everything is REALLY NEW with us so try to think about that.......only a few weeks for practice and BAM! the competitions is tomorrow 0.o so pressure but not that much xDD okay what else? hmmm.....oh yeah~ our song areeeeeeee ;lagu wajib-gabungkuk, lagu pilihan-dong dong oma and adai-adai~ =DD


sooo im loving the gulintangan! xD

sunday blues

watching tv, listening to music, looking at my facebook as well as blogging of course =) therefore...how do you except me to study for MYE? well...im not stduying at all! crazy right?? and sooo that is the end of my post about the exams~

here let me continue on what i did today =) woke up by the alarm for band...unfortunately, as usual i was late so yes~ i woke up late like iwanted and after that i then well.....study theory for once~ and i left my tudung as well as my spec at home...esh3 dtg2 cg sewmua 0.o murid baru......eh! kau!!!! and i would go..awu aku cgggg hahahah x) sooo when i got home played my keyboard for a while and then what ah?? oh yeah ate lunch. then went to use the computer and played a game.....then facebooking with my daling ayam wahahaha~ wall to wall with him for quite a few.......i could bet people are annoyed by it~ especially the band members~ what? get a life, ignore then lhhh~ and i dont really give a damn and i always ignore them when it pissed me off especially that guy who gives his saliva at me >=(

thennn...while i was wall to wall-ing with my daling..eh bida eh....my ayam lh......eh!!! jgn th be my...ayam ja apan c datul ane..hahaha bh2 sekalinyakn....there's this old friend...well i dont really know him actually...we just wall to wall a lot last few months...anyway soo...he inbox me and he said i was cute...i was...0,o okayy.....and i just act humble with him, then he said he mean it and he said he like me...i was even more shocked/bangang! and all i did was hahahahahahaha a lot hahahaha right? ;p;p;p i need to tell ayam abt that tomorrow~ esh3

speaking about another day, yesterday aku takutkan ayam with a fake spider and he went running away from me, i had a laugh but i fellt sorry for him so i went to 'pujuk' ia lh x) but yeah~ it was still funny~ and then this morning he told me that he had a nightmare about spiders last night and couldnt go to sleep at 3 in the morning...so i went guilty berabis! xDD but im still smiling though x)) it was fun actually ngacau ia like that cause he love to kacau2 me and i never got to pay him back~ so for me it was even~ i just hope he dont read my bog =.= if you are sorry ;p but i will not do that again okay? =) aka the part where i scared away half of his soul at that time~ esh3 sssiiiiaaanannnnn~~

okay so here i am not...wait before that i made our eng blog and i was like...shitzzzz inda bnyk ahh mati xxx and i dont have the words o the picture for it as well~ =.= huhhh this will be hard...and tomorrow is the due for it as well esh3.....okay what else?? =)

oh yeah im going jogging later~ like in 15 more minutes?? =)) with my sis as usual xDDDD


yes! i forgot about my gulintanga!!! im in the competitions!!! and i didnt even planned it at all!!!!!!! and im pplaying the gulintanga like oh my god!!!! pressure! and im just saying it....im not pressure at all....all i want to think about it that i just dont want to think about it until the next day of the performance ;p bh2 gtg

can i scream now?

to my fellow cousins who have known about this, dont worry~ im just releasing stress =)


so can i scream now??? the past 2 weeks, i had a fight, not that big of a deal okay? then after that, when we were ok~ my friend....a very dear and close friend of mine had a fight with their partner, so i got to advise them a bit, that happen for like.....a week or so~ and it's actually up until now. then, just as that was over, then my new problem came....a bit of a nightmare actually~ a real one if i could think. im not telling what happen but i guess it's just like that, it's like you cant change it if you just let it be, we have to do something to let it change, yeah, you dont get it, but this is freakin killing me and also making me sad, what is it trying to tell? what does it mean? why now? why make me wonder? too much questions, little time to answer......

yeah, i know you dont get me at all =')

V go to hell

hayyyyy apannn yeahhh some of my friends have heard abt this V guy and also well most of the class ;p okay so here is the history of this weird V guy, he made his 'appearance' by giving a letter on the floor next to our friends table, it was lunch so yeah =) she read the letter and the cuyak and buang ;p nice one =D but then next day, there were also a new letter, same thing, from V, so before she could burn it, i took the letter for safe keeping ;p then the next day was the start of him talking about some of us getting involve. then after a few more letters, he suddenly knew our name and by that also our boyfriends 0.o so a bit freaky but then we dont really care.

then it all suddenly went...well a bit over, a few more people got involved like me (duhh) jihah, iffah, kim karen, ayam, fitri, and some more of her friends as well as her bf~ and some more lh~*our class* then...well....the V guy suddenly went over by sending random letters for now and then cause well, we were just plain busybody but then i got to keep all the letters~ ;p well if i dont it'll be burnt before kna cuyak into millions of pieces~ anyway what else abt this V guy? oh yeah~ some of us think that his fake~ *mostly the boys* but then if he was fake, why bring all the trouble to go to her house givng her letters everyday and all that, but yeah~ some look like they're just playing a trick o something i dont know~ but all i can do now is wait. some of the gang went to investigate and they went all around the school just to know who he was~ or it may be a she right?? lesbian wow! whahahaha

anyway~ so yeah today's letter was stupider than his other letters~ we went to say dont hold other guys hands, dont hug then dont do that dont do this and bla bla bla~ and with a big i l y at the middle and on yeah with the new pangkat for everyone big yay! >=(
the name?? go to hell with him lh idk~ but we do know our pangkat

the fucking team captain- najihah and ME! like shitz! *poklen!*
assistant gay- F(symbol tree) *fitri* and 's' *ayam*
security- kim and karen
recruit- **** and ****
officer-iffah M and *****
front line-the rest and bf

so yeah~ a big yeah for we are in war with him! xDD and also he'll be stalking everyone of us so i hope you read this V who ever you are but we will not keep quite~ even if i am for the time being~ so yes V bring it on!!

with this post i will declare that V is a fucking gay cause he dosen't even have tho courage to even show his face infront of his crush?? like wth is that?? be a MAN or ur just a girl!!! for got sake u are such a coward~

ps i might feel stupid for this post

anyway, one more thing if this is just a fake, then it's a sick game to do cause you just make one of my friends , yes not my just so call friends, but actually my friend!! scared and annoyed and even mad which is so not her at all >=(

conclusion?
V IS a stalker which he thinks his not! V is GAY, V is a COWARD and further more we would like out privacy please~ including her if you know what i mean~ oh yeah you are so jobless for doing nothing than stalk people~ i pity you for once =p

memalui-ing at school~

okay~ let's start with getting to school~.....was i late today??....yes i was ;p *asking my self a question and answering my own question* okay soo after that getting a bit pissed cause someone was making me upset~ inda bth plg tu then got to class and after that went to see ayam<3 talk a bit then class started. half way there i was soooooooo and i mean REALLY weak~...i was tired without a reason~..okay maybe i do cause well im very busy for the pass few weeks, going home at 430 everyday sometimes cause gulingtangan starts as 2 until 4 and my sis got back from work around 430~ so memalui th ku tu, and also we have aerobic for this week just like last year and i had to meet up with my gorup for it, unfortunately we didnt made much progress~ sigh~ then going to the gulingtangan was not that easy....it was at the asrama puteri which is we have to walk pass the gym and then go to the first floor...=.= walking alone towards there also have a disadvantages cause well i dont like walking aloneee...i look like a loner =.= so usually ayam accompany me xD wait....so yeah~ April is the most tired month i've had, for now and we have the sport's day coming up and i'm running as well as a concert for the year 7!! how about that huh?? busy busy busy!!! Dx

okay other than that, so yeah~ busy~~when it was break time, i was to lazy to eat so i went to ayam's class and then remembered there was a meeting for pahlawan =.= so i went to the pahlawan's notice board but then met up with karen and she said there werent any...so i was like 0.o okay so i got back and noticed that feefah gone missing cause i didnt saw her at all today. so got to bilik gulingtangan with my baby qilah *btw ehemehemaniiiiiehemmmm* and thennn......oh yeah played a few songs~ then came feefaha nd i was like 'babeee!!!!!! pikir kau inda kulah 0.o' and then we played some songs and thenn well....we mostly ate and talk gossip and play music~

afternoon at at my class, a bit alone cause i didnt ask ayam to accompany me casue iw asnt him to spent time with his classmates *i feel like taking him away from his classmates so yeah* then came iffah and she aws my savior of the day <3<3<3 anyway after that......well i got to ayam's class after that *inda jua bth bh aku ah* and looked at my fb with my sis's lappy ;p hmmm.....after that at 130 i went to aerobic~ after that hmm oh yeah went to bilik gulingtangan with ayam again but there were no one there and found out there werent practiec to day so again went back to class spent time with qilah and feefah~ so yeah~ much of that was a waste of time and after that i went home slept until 7 maybe and woke up still wearing my pe attire~ then i realised i didnt send ayam home from school~ *inda plg time kul 3 dh ku realised but aku pikir ia blik dh* a big greatttt there -.-

no mood at all

well sorry for everything~ well sorry for talking to a guyy, well sorry for not saying byeee for once cause i was busy~ thanks....

okay~ yeah~ i've been in a bad mood since last night~ well thanks i am jealous but you dont have to be 'ooooo jeles th tu?' like...wth....im not in a good mood and i am MAD at that time thank you and you just act like i never got mad o anything. sighh............it's jsut not fair! you got to be all flirty and all and what do i get? i didnt even flirt and you already went to said that you dont like it =S not fair whhh...you said it's just friends but then i didnt do a thing and it's 100% just friends and then when you started it and i cant get mad at you about it???..........not fairrr T.T and here i am feeling...what? sad? depressed? sober?? *sma jua tu inda kn??* and you dont even know why.......sigh....just depress right now~....

hate this feelings

hmmm....im not in the mood...and well....

wait! before that, MONTHSARY!!! XD

okay continue~ im not in the mood actually...well it's because of my carelessness that i lost the 'thing' and because of that im not in the mood for anything. even chatting with my beloved *apa eh!* daddy, i was weird. i could guess that he realised it, and he actually ask me about it but i just said im fine~ hmmm...and i could guess his thinking about it right now~

jiwang

im not the type to say 'i love you with all my heart, i will never leave you and...' bla bla bla~ what? it's not me!!! im serious! it's like im being jiwang and....'sejak bila c datul jiwang!' *babe's tone* anyway~~ so yeah~ i never thought i would say it until well.....today =.= but yeah~~ i will said it once~ just becasue i said it i would start being jiwang! no way!!! that's men's work ;p heheheh..im bored ;p

update!

hayyyyyyyyy long time no blog eh? anyway~ what have happen in my life? okay let's see....this year im in 40~ and my teacher is miss mel~ okay...why am i saying that? anywayyyyyyyyyy

my last post was about kem qiadah right? so lets start after that camping~ after camping~ i went back to school on the 24th adn 25th cause well i have remedial class unfortunately T, T but the good thing was there was ayam <3 sooooo im not that sad for going to school heheh. then on the 26th i have band and well..the teacher was like 'bru th datang? berapa hari kau inda dtg!' and i will always go 'ehhh aku inda dtg ada sebab x ah cggg. last week aku ilang psl camping x ah!!' and that will be the start of my war of debaate with my lovely cg mos~ wahahahaha then came my other cg mujrah *trumpet teacher* saying 'saadatulll~~~' and i'll go 'ccciiigguuuu~~' and then we start playing out instrument~ i know~ stupid and funny at the same time x) okay next? 27 i went to miri!!! like....i was a bit pissed off casue i didnt have a break other than the 23rd but then my mom said 'bh bli th buku apa sja kau mau' diam trus eh! wahahaha and then the 28 was also band and guess what happen on 29th? 'welcome back to school!' BIG BOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

okay~ soooo school was a bit okay cause well, i met ayam <3 and i missed my friends~ then the next dayyyy 30th which is my b.day~ i woke up seeing my mobile with 2 msg, debby and ayam<3 debby actually msg me a bit early while ayam on time~ a bit;p so he was hyper cause he was the first to msg me on my bday~ what? im not that famous like him~ =.= anyway~ when i got to school, i was like 'okay....no one will sing..please let it be like that!' so at first yeah no one did~ and i got a present from qilah and awang *toot* after that when i was late for class *dating ;p;p;p* i got to class and everyone started singing!!! i was like "$#!t!!!" and well....that got me maluuuuuu. break time! feefah gave me a present then caring =) so yeah~ a big better than last year's bday but still! i will never celebrate it at school ever again. then it was lunch and ayam was going home. he was acting a bit strange like over the top and i knew it why from the start. also he was being over by saying that he didnt got me anything. so when he was about to go home, i was packing my stuff smiling to myself cause he was being weird, he suddenly ia bagi aku rantai~ *ia pakaikn lh ah* and i was more smiling than ever!! wahahahaha and then he gave me his pooh bear =') sweettttt;p when night came at home and it was dinner, i was surprised by a cake form my sisteyr and 2 teddy bears in addition with my mobile! *which was broken a few months back* so i was ultra happy! xD then i went to have a date with my facebook where i have to reply everyone's greetings! i was like.....'oh damn! this is tooo much!!!! but i have to work hard!!!!' so yeah~ that's my birthday......NEXT!!!!!!!

31st march was....what happen ah? nothing much i guess, then 1 april i got april fooled by farhan at facebook, then the start of our gulingtangan practice....dont really remember what happen after that day until today ofcurse which is the 7th april? i hope so cause i'm to lazy to cek the date~ anywayyyyyyyy today started as usual for me....AT FIRST.

got up, took my shower, dress, got to school. saw ayam and waved to him cause i was dangani jihah to take the blue file, then he waved back but didnt looked at my face....so i knew something was wrong instantly. after that i got to his class and he didnt look at me, he didnt said anything otherthan answer what i ask him....so i was like....okay i did something wrong here. first i thought i was casue i didnt msg him last night, but nope..he didnt said about that, so i wonder what about....he even used 'aku ,kau' at that time so i knew it was fault....but i still couldn't think of a thing i did wrong other than no msg him and that made me feel bad already! i actually didnt even had the mood to study because of it! well nt really~ i had fun in maths and poa ;p then break timee......sighhh i found out what it was about~ and by knowing i was force to think about it and he i didnt even dare to look at his face anymore~ i hate it when his mad at me(well he said just sad but still that face is making me scared and desperate to make it a smile!!!) so when i said the answer, it was almost a whisper and i almost cried Dx damn him! so yeah~ after that he said he had physics and i went to class with out looking back *not a good idea thought* i hid behind the door for a while and cried A BIT! i know babe and bebek! no good for crying for the guy who is not my husband! but still~ you guys cried tooo why not i? anyway~ as i was going to tell it to jihah, then miss lim came and well....i held it in as usual~ emglish was sumarry where everyone was bored and sleepy, then IRK where i actually didnt listend much but managed to memorized everything ;p then lunch and didnt went to ayam's class cause i thought he went home but when i finished eating he came out and i was 0.o '$#!t not again!!' so when i came out he said 'behapa kau sini? aga th ada jua c jihah tu, agath!' and well....that hurts and i went back inside.....sighhh....okay that still hurt....seriously ='( then zatul, jihah and zemah went to look at my face casue i was going to cry again but i held it, in truth i didnt wasnt to cry for him...he might not be my husband, me might be my husband *he might be my last* so.....amin~ anywayyy, so yeah~ when i saw him going home...i went to walk behind him and he saw me...otw turuh he said 'behapa kau sini? ada jua c jihah tu d klas' and well...since that hurt me ALOT! i look away....we walk in silence until at the concourse *bad place for dating 100%* we didnt say much, and i tried to make conversation but couldnt find what to say about....then...i dont know how we end up talking..maybe cause he actually looked at me *serious face* and i look back but couldnt hold it cause i felt guilty, then he rub my cheek, twice....then he held my face, i guess a way saying that his not mad at me? i dont know~ or just he want to talk with me at last. i talk a bit and he talk a bit and it became a long conversation after that =) though i ended up stress when he went home smiling but it was alright. then dating with my babe~ gossiping and updating ;p became a loner from 3 to 430~ *no offense babe ;p i know ur bz~* then went home sleep with my sis dnner and me updating my blog ;p

so that's about it with my life~ having a nyamal, controlling and moddy boyfriend but at the same time his sweet cute *not yet handsome* caring and most of all just irresistible ;p then having a bz bestfriend *aku pun bz bahhh* having a normal birthday~ and most of all no annoying people in my life~ =) loving my life as it used to be and well~ it's more fun when you have everything you loved together x)

KEM QIADAH VI

Kem Qiadah VI took place in ms for 3 nights and 4 days. it's leadership camp where students learn how to live on their own without their parents. so here how it went

19th march 2010
i woke up at 4 and started packing, i know it was late and last minute but i forgot to wash my cloths, then when i got to ms i then register my name and put my stuff at the luggage place. then went to the auditorium for the briefing where i met HHIKA. then we talk and talk and then the activity started. we made camp and it was fun *i knew how to make it already* so then went to make the gadgets. sir khai suddenly call me scouts girl cause i know how to do the stuff and well i managed to do a lot of thing there. my voice started to be sour cause i was a bit sick and it was tiring as well. at night it was singing and dancing at the audi, but before that we were giving a motivasi talk o whatever~

20th march
woke up so early in the morning, fighting for the toilet with 133 girls, sleepy during sembhyng subuh, people even fell asleep including me (A) thenwent to the bus to go to abdb. there we had the amazing race for going all around abdb (penanjong at TUTONG!) so we ran like hell from one place to another and it was very tiring. after that we then got a bit of rest. then when we started back woth the activities, well guess what? we went inside the forest watching how real soldiers act when there is a war going on! we saw soldiers hiding and not even moving until we thought it was a doll, but then he moved and we all went ooooooooooooooooooo. we at some foods made my then during the camp which was sooo good! cukup rasa yaw! *experienced it first hand!* then as we went further into the forest, i was suddenly so sleepy....so i went walking at the first hoping just to fall asleep....when that happened the soldier who was guiding us suddenly stop, so i stop and suddenly...."BOOM!!!!!!" i woke up, some screamed but mostly just stayed still, then shooting was heard form the other side and i started laughing recalling the guide saying there will be explosions. but that wasnt all, when we got to the next destination, it was rock climbing! aku apa lg over iski! i was the first one to climb and was the fastest! xD then i tried the longest one but failed cause i got the wrong way~ T.T but during the climb, i somehow injured my hand~ it didnt bleed o anything, it was like friction with the wall so it's black right now~ then we went back to lunch, after that guess what happened? we went to a shooting field. thought i was asleep during the way but when i woke up i saw guns lining up just for us to shoot. thought we didnt have to hit people, but we have a target place~ i managed to shoot 2 bullets inside the circle, then i went to use the big guns where it was more simple that the small one. then we went back into the buss and went to another fiend for shooting. we use ak47? i dont know what it was called. ath night we then went ti bsb for going around it, looking for the places we were suppose to know about but dont x) even our sir didnt know abt it.

21march
we woke up early again and then went to shahbandar for activity belari2 again...then at night we were perparing for the mlm kebudayaan.

22 march
last day and so we went to pantai muara and the activity was jumping in guli in a straight line, kicking a ball with blind folds and well....we ran for most of the time!!! then it was the giving of hadiah and i lost my voice completely cause singing to loud and cheering so much. then i went home..thought it was soo fun but well...i want it again!

worst friend ever

damn it....again! i forgot to greet amal yesterday!!! it was her birthday and last year i didnt even msg her at all!!! oh tutttttttttt. anyway, so i messaged her at 1 am last night saying im sorry and i was the worst friend ever and i didnt even want to give her any alabies. i know, it was so late that i just realised and maybe that was the thing that caught me awake all night. anyway, yeah i msg her with 2 or 3 msg long and i actually wanted to talk more with her. what? i miss her so much!!! i havent even contacted with her for almost 3 months or was is a year? 0.o soo....what else? im not good at remebering birthdays so dont get all upset when i greeted you guys late alright??? T.T damn it! i should've msg her 24hours before this!!!!! sigh....

the part where i suddenly inda telayan babe is also a worst friend ever list. like...okay, i was with daddy and then i didnt have time with her...so menyamal.......sighh....im trying the best i can whhhhhh.....cm th sngg.....gila emo ku eh........idi n syafiq ane away th jua...T.T nasib ada daddy.....rsa kn nangis arah ia ku eh.....................................................

pull up or shut up!

i have no mood for anything here. okay, firstly, i woke up time Mahgrib so maybe inda berkat aku tdur atu yath no mood trus. anyway, today was a bit dull, babe didnt stayback which leads to me not having the time to talk to her or gossip, well...i was actually planning morning i'll spent time with daddya dn then afternoon with babe....but since she didnt syaback i didnt even have time for her!!! so bad idea on doing that.

okay what else? im bored and i still have no mood so i'll sing okay? biar hujan inda ku kira!!! DX

chatting with daddy. hmmm.....he sound like he doesnt have the mood...the same like me.....sigh....damn it

oh yes, c lamak, we saw her tdi and i smile at her which made her like inda tntu rsa xD

1st febuary!!

apann....okay 11 more days xD i mean 10!!! mengira aku ah ;p anyway i havent been updating my blog and twitter there few days casue i was busy with all the homework and all. okay~ what have happened there few days....hmm...the secreat is a bit open....okay rumors are starting but i dont really give a damn. okay...these fewa days i met lamak a few times~ thought im not jealous of her anymore or even angry, i just love seeing her annoying face but that it. until bebek found out that certaion someone msg with her. so yes, she went to hate her more than i hate her...i think...or was i more parah? okay so yes....she want to shot her head off with a sniper and i was....LOL babe!!!! wahahahaha.

okay what else? i've been jogging as well like....since friday until sunday, three days in a row and i actually planned to jog today but i was lonely cause babe went home early and i was left alone. okay i have nothing to say right now except that i miss daddy and his msn is alright now so i could chat with him ^^, what else should i include? i love him! apannnn okay out..

what went wrong~

okay~ my title for my post is all random alright~ that is actually a lyric xD hahahaha okay....today~ hmmm.....i wake up this morning finding that my hands hurts, my shoulder hurts like hell. so i woke up with a sakit badan which is i hate it. i couldn't move much at first but i managed to move after my alarm clock suddenly rang. so i woke up but didnt went out of the door until my dad called me asking for money, which i woke my sis up for that. *note, my dad was going to buy some thing and my sis bekirim* anyway so i skipped band again! well....i am a lazy person when it comes to NOT studying. hahahaha. okay, i was bored so i went stalking again and daddy was wall to wall-ing with his old friend~ so i was jealous hehehe okay enought of that.

went to eat roti canai tdi hehehe...okay stop with that laugh!!!!!....==" later going to eat ambuyat with my sis and dad and bro *mom went to spitang i think* and went i went to the kitchen, one of the hamster's went out of it's cage!!! c comel th lg tekeluar aneeee waaaaa. so i went to put it in it's cage but the problem is...i dont remeber if it was a male of female? *it's divided into two now* so i tool the small round cage and put him/her there with some food. i'll ask my bro later what gender it is =="

now im bored looking at my fb x)

never tell a soul

promises. yeah right! hahaha okay what i did today~ STUDY! it was cca actually and we went to angkat2 semua barang guling tangan like hell. after that people starting to play all the insturement and it was a big headache cause it was too loud and we were in a small room no less ==" so i was from the middle shuffle towards near cg salnee at the door!!! anyway, after that was done and we went to the canteen and i saw lamak ^^ thought she was still annoyed of seeing my face as expected. anyway, after that i went to class and ate there. then came adyl *which i cal him fadyl dont know why* anyway, after eating lunch we went outside for where the boys usually hang out there. i dont know why they love to hang out infront of my class...i mean our class. it's where all the boys get together or something. *tmpt maksiat LOL* and my class is really great for dating as well. the windows are blocked so no one from the outside could even see what the people inside is doing.

anyway, most of the poeple who was there are couples~ merza, fifi, feefah and *TuuT* name not published. anyway, it was pretty boring and played the balck and white puzzle from home. haha it was so boring that i actaully bring that out to play with it which made a lot of people want to play with it as well. okay, after that....daddy went to play futsal thought it was after a bit of discussion with the other boys that he was leaving the football team and it was a big drama for him a bit until he was stress~ anyway after that it was okay that he joined iskandar's team i think. so after that he went to play futsal and it was left with me adn feefah since qilah went home early.

oh yeah, after that...before daddy went to play futsal, i walked around with daddy and we walked pass our old class, where it all started and the next door was this girl who was holding her half open tudong and laughing like hell or hysteria. i was like....who the hell is this girl? she is so crazy. then after that daddy suddenly said 'cm baiee mukanya ah' something like that lh~ i think he said baie~ or not i just said baie and i asked him about it. he told me it was LAMAK and i......'ia wh tu?? wow!' cause i seriously act like i didnt know her..more like i thought she was just a normal student who went crazy for no such reason at all but actually it does...because of us~ hahahahaha.

after that it was me and feefah being two lonely girls doing nothing and me looking at some of daddy's pictures. and i actually stuck at this one particular picture. i looked at it until my sis suddenly calls me saying that she wants to pick me up NOW. i was like...hell kul 3 whhh and she as awal aneeeeee. so yes i went home after tell daddy about it and went to sleep until it was 7 casue i was hungry and noises was heards from downstairs.

when i woke up i went to on my fb *trus x ah casue i want to see daddy* and then....i dont know. i just memalui and wall to wall with daddy xD i love him so much hahahahahahah

repeating a word 3 times

today is seriously....boring and loongggggg. i know~ out PE playing with cg salnee will be continued next week on Monday, anyway, so yes, me abbe and bebek memalui as usual ==" okay~ when i got to school, i went to do my homework then went to talk with daddy for a while but then he have to do his homework so i just walked awy cause i didnt want to disturbe him, thought my maths homework actually was at home and i had to remade my homework like hell, but amazingly it was done in an hour but i didnt had it in....then after maths was....what ah?? english? no!....hmmm ==" oh yes...POA! i actually as usual....angan2 and i didnt pay any attention and getting a blank thig to do when we had an exercise. so i better work on that. anyway after that was...MIB which is studying about dalek2 7 puak brunei which is murut, kedayan, tutong, belait, brunei, bisaya and KEDAYAN which is me xD yes im kedayan but i dont speak kedayan. i know the meaning of it though x) okay after that was break and i gave some pictures to daddy, then it was english which is so boring that i actually ate some sweets to keep me awake, the way Ms Lim thought us is alright, but i cant stop being so sleepy...maybe i'll try sleeping early? nahh i'll be more sleepy 100% and my last class was IRK. which is alright but i kept angan2 about something else AGAIN!

so then waiting for feefah to finished class, me and babe went down looking at some boys playing at the futsal field, then suddenly lamak went to walk pass us and as usual, if we were talking before she was there, we'll stop after wards. i dont know why that is but it usually does. anyway, after that we went to out class cause rasyid went to call us just cause it was boring and on his way up was lamak AGAIN! so we heard her voice lh, *still not pacah and iw onder if girls really have this voice that would pacah, maybe she have too many hormons for guy's voice? no offence* anyway after that we then went to class and talked and talked and at the end the boys went to play at the padang bola bnr2 hahahaha. what else? .........oh yes, we spent out time lepak2 next to the gym, even meeting some teacher there like our scouts's teacher in charge sir Azlan. anyway after that i got home and well....it was pretty boring, my sis just got back from KK and she only gave me 1 gift~ (inda besyukur aku ah)

oaky, so after that i went to on my fb (after dinner) and that's pretty much it. it's a boring aday today and i dotn give w damn about lamak a bit. cause i actually had a grat shocked x) okay okay okay~ what else? oh yeahhh the repeating 3 words~ i actually have a habbit saying 'kn kn kn' or 'eh eh eh' also 'and and and' well it actually came from daddy as usual~ so yes~ hahaha addicted with it and it's a bit annoying but i cant stop it T.T okay im off....so sleepy dispite the fact it's 10 already~ okay cheers~ sweetdreams everyone, nyte2 x)

so bored at school until we took 100+ pictures!

well...today was great except that i woke up late and was only give 12 minutes to get everything ready for school!!!! so i was in a rush and i even said 'damn! shit shit shit!!' when i woke up. so when i got to school, i was busy doing my homework and actually didnt have much time with daddy. then during break, i ate my breakfast leftovers cause the canteen was seriously pack and i hate it. anyway, so after having a bio practical, then chemistry as well, while physics is.....alright. we mostly spent our time playing with the balance. so yes its was alright.

afternoon, i then went to spent it with my babe, i took out my sis lappy which i actually bring it to school and we looked for some internet. there werent any so i gave up on that and i went to look for the camera of the lappy. when i found it we took pictures as in me and babe and it was so much that it actually reached 100+!!! so yes....some of the pictures are me and qilah...okay, most of them are me and qilah. then when feefah came we took some pictures with her and after that when haziq came and rasyid i pulled haziq and we took some pictures as well....hmm..oh yes...at the end of the pictures where it was about to strike 4...we had this great idea of imitating lamak. i know how she usually smile so i make that smile and then took a picture of it. i was like, okayyy it looked a bit the same...but im not wearing my glasses, so yes..i took qilah;s glasses and take a picture with that smile again and actually it did look the same. in fact it did look the same like 100% and if ur not even looking properly, u might see it as her rather than me which i would seriously not take pictures like that. it's so not me.

okay, so yes, it;s very rude of us but we miss her hahaha.lamak anyway these are some of the pictures from today

not that cute huh?

smilyyy

hmmmmm

daddy! kna pjl begmbr ;p

LOVE

siapa nhhhh?? LAMAK!

twittering~

hahahaha, twitter wh~ bkn twittering~ atu be twitt twitt ganya keraja ku tu eh hahaha. okay, anyway, i've been having twitter since last yr at october, so it's been a few months and you think my tweet will get 1000+ already, but nope. it's only 90+ cause well...i've been inactive after a few days i made it and until yesterday2 i've been active again. so yes, it's only 90+ and i actually left it at 28 tweets last october. you could see the difference right? i love twitting since feefah have a twitter as well. so i have a buddy to talk to x) thought my twitter is a bit like my blog, cause there isnt any much followers, but im a bit glad, cause no one is going to know alot about me. for example me being an addicted blogger or twitter~ Opps the confess hahaha.

anyway, enough about twitter, im actually trying to say that im bored LOL. oh yes, i have been spending my time chatting with woo all day! he is the only person that i could chat for almost 3 hours!!! not even daddy reached that long! okay, if morning~ anyway, the reason for us chatting like 3 hours was his many request about pictures! hahaha i dont mind, it give me something to do rather than doing nothing am i right? ahahaha okay enough about him, mrh daddy krg

how about i talk about daddy? eh..mls ku eh....aku rindu ia and mlu ku kn ckp psl ia....tpinya krg menyamal ya......bt siuk! apannn.....i like it when his menyamal. it makes me smile~ thought he went 'org menyamal inda kna pujuk' and i kept laughing x) i know, palau and pnt aku ah, but i love it, and he couldnt help but laught when ever i laugh. and if he really was menyamal, which i would know or else i wouldnt laugh, i would just keep quite and after a while i went menyamal ane me went tu pujuk. it's typical, when someone menyamal, bls blik, and it'll be okay. thought i hate it if someone menyamal luan bth, it's plain annoying. anyway, i ended up talking about daddy huh? hahaha okay, i want to talk more about him but then i want to talk about my baby..or should i say family? i mean fake family???

the mommy is me~ which i could be called Meh, and the daddy is daddy lh hahahaha. the first chile is Baby Qilah bte Daddy, second is 247 Bin Daddy and my third is baby debby bte Daddy. hahaha i know, it's funny and it all happen when we were doing something stupid which made it all happen like everyone was related in out MB3C class. well, we love it ^^,

what else should i talk about? im actually addicted with twitter, facebook, blog and online. i know, it's a lot but i love looking at my blog and i like facebook cause daddy's there, twitter is just plain simple but feefah there's so i have a great time twittering with her, my email have everyone and i usually chatted with them if bored, or ask for homework or anything. but the truth is, i cant stop being online cause if i dont go online, someone will look for me~ anyway this are some of my camping pic last yr in march~ i know, it's been a long time



okay, im bored, so i'll put some of my pictures at school and else where

skipping band again

im skipping bang again. well...i dont know why but sunday makes me lazy and well...im lazy x) anyway, im saying im skipping band and the actual thing i was going to talk about is about this...

if i didnt skip band, i wouldnt have talked or chatted to Hill Takayama which is a scouts member. when i got online, he suddenly text me with ahh this bubye muahhzz and all. so my first impression was he miss text me with his girlfreind. so i said 'ah?' hahaha. then i read it back it was actually for me ==" so i was....'asthhh' and he suddenly ask about scouts, which i cant help but layan cause im a bit addicted with scouts, and he even said about camping!! damn. anyway, after that we chated a few minutes then he gtg to work. so i was like...nasib...but the stupid thing is that, he texted me at the time where daddy was out to miri. so i thought, everytime we chatted, it have to be where daddy was out of country or something. next time, i'll go with daddy lh ke miri! hahahaha xD

oh yeah, this is his pic...took if from fb, thought i didnt save it, just took it form fb~

All time low addicted

hehehe..ikay i have to stop laughing at the first word of my post, anyway, ALL TIME LOW! im so addicted of them x) they have been singing since they were in high school and finally debuted in 2008. they have 5 albums i think and im loving every song they have. i couldnt find any of their other albums other that nothing personal and so worng, it's right so i asked it frlom Brandon x) thnks to him i get a lot of their songs and currently im listening to them hehehe. i love them hahaha memajal.

they were high school friends and they gre up together i guess. anyway after that what else? the singers? i mean singer is Alex Gaskarth, the lead guitar was Jack Barakat, Zack Merrick(the cute one i think) was on the bass and Rian Dawson is the drummer. their from Baltimore, Maryland and they once have a mix cd with simple plan i think. anyway, i found some of their pictures and it was like...funny and stupid!!! hahahaha but mostly cool x)

from left-Rian, Jack, Alex, Zack! <3>

Zack giving a cute look *melting ku eh labih!*

oh yes, Jack and Zack are sometimes panat....as well as Alex. Rian is the only pendiam there.

Zack hugging Jack, cba th aku xD

Zack's old hair is so not cute and i found this at google hahaha, superhero all time low niceeee

waseh!

esehhhh hahahaha, i love saying that word so much. but my title is not and error okay, waseh actually the child of eseh. daddy said eseh a few times which influenced to me and i said that word infront of 'A' (the girl yg kacau2 daddy)'s geng so they went to said waseh to penyeluru at me. so yes, they starting to be brave enought to do that. so they might as well brave enough to start a fight am i right? thought im not planning to start a fight but if it's unavoidable i would like to fight back, im not the type that wouldn't fight when i have to.

another thing that makes me thing that there is going to be a fight is that her bf and daddy. the two of this guys were alright, no static together and well when ever they met the smile. than, daddy told me that yesterday when they met, the bf looked at daddy so seriously. like he jsut wanted to hit daddy. menantang lh kn cri kelaie. so i was 'alright, this is going too far' 'A' is seriously trying to pick a fight with us.

so i was thinking, before this goes too far, why dont i try to talk with her...but then i know she would just give me that loveable-annoying face of her front row for me~ hahaha alright, so i just have to see how this goes cause i know now that their fighting back. well i never disturbe her anyway, just make her see my face already annoyed her. alright, so i managed to get all the points on the fight thing and i hope i could avoid it.....im not a coward cause im not. but i dont want to fight at school...msuk hep krg.

but if it really is unavoidable, then i might as well get really with 'A' cause i know daddy and that guy will have a fight. hope bkn kelaie pki tangan. just a conversation fight. anyway, what else? on yeahhh since they penyeluru me with waseh, everytime i said eseh i always said 'eh slh waseh!' hahaaha cause i love eseh but waseh remind me of the x)

random too much

addiction? affection? love? the heck am i talking about here *laugh*okay, so im bored, im seriously bored and i dont know what to do. so yes, i think i'll just start with random time again *laugh* okay, now lets me start again and again and again. im actually wanted to have a birthday partry for just my colse friends. im hopicng sushi could come an shee ahhh *if your reading this* and you people now the drill, it's qilah, feefah, idi syafiq HHIKA are invited. sushi as well as aliana if they could. oh yes, how could i forget, daddy! so yes. well there would be only like...a few boys, so i think i'll call my cuz next door to accompony daddy cause the've met before. so what else should i talk about? im still addicted with blog actually cause this is way simple that writing my diary. i know~ it's already with me actually and well...it's not even moving anymore. the forst 2 books are well....fast and the third are so lagg and its even fat. im addicted to listening down right now and i love the lyrics *laugh* im so bored, mummy im bored, daddy im bored, bro sis im bored...friends im bored! seriously to the max bored....'TDUR PLG!' inda ku mau!!!!! cause i have something to do later huhh. what should i do....i wonder...im bored...seriously bored...babeee im bored whhh memajal eh.

should i upload so me pictures? nah...i dont know what to upload anyway....hmmm...thinking on what to say right now but im still typing and well im talking random again starting now......blank. ahhhh husna is off, so i could use my facebook now ^^ bh out babe

your annoying-loveable face

hehehe~ im so sorry, but im seriously addicted to her face! her annoyed fave that makes me want to see her more and more!!! hahaha okay, im evil as usual. anyway, so yeah i saw her like so many times today. firstly, it was at the canteen and she went away just before i was buying my lunch. then, the second time was when i saw her dating with her boyfriend and me going to that area where we were waiting for cg salnee x) so yeah, after a while she also ran away leaving her boyfriend. so i guess she was annoyed of my face? =)

okay, so after playing some mixture of netball and basketball and free ball with cg salnee, babe, bebek and ismah, we were otw going home and she was actually sitting with her friends in our area. so yeah, when we were going home, they also went home, and she was behind me, i mean in front of me. i was actually in a rush and i love running so i ran pass her to get my bottle. then after that went to the canteen with babe. so yeah, her face was soooooooooo annoyed makes me want to see her more and more. when we went back to cg salnee, i saw her AGAIN with her boyfriend. so yeah, i just acted natural cause well...why would i get angry? i dont have any reason to be anymore. so when i was on my way pass her, she knocked her pencil case to the wall like she was so stressed up. i was actually 'ssk bnr jua anak ane kn aku x)' bt i just went like i used to. what? i love her annoying face but im not picking a fight with her anymore. all i did was only make her hear daddy's name from our conversation and she suddenly went so annoyed of us. so yeah, i dont give a damn about her stupidity or even kacau2 org, but i do give a damn about her where about cause well...what can i say? it's fun. but i actually hope in my heart, (deep deep deep deep deep deeeeeeeeeeeepppp inside my heart) that i dont want to just love making her annoyed, it's not she did something to me that i didnt want to forget, and im not that mean as i usually look like. hahaha. anyway, so yes~ i actually want to just us be friends. okay, not BESTFRIENDS! that'll be a nightmare, all i want it just stop everything. just enough, i lve my own life, and she live her own life and im will not disturbe her ever again. like hell im disturbing her right now..she was the one who was so annoyed of my face with no such reason at all. anyway, im bored hahahahaha okay, so yeahhh i love seeing her annoying face even until now. thought im trying not to cause i dont want to be in a fight with her, it's so childish and well not my liking. it's a bit of my style to fight back, but i guess it's not the reasonable thing to do to stop it. better fight fire with water than fight fire with fire~ x)




oh yes, this picture is not me and her. i just randomly pick it up and upload it x)

the photographer babe

yeah~ well, we were bored while waiting for cg salnee to get ready for jogging. so yeah~ while waiting, lucky daddy stayed bck so babe suddenly started taking pictures of the two of us. it was funny and daddy was being pemalu sl inda suka begambar~ sooooo cute x) okay~ so some of the pictures was with me while the others was with him. mostly it was with his mobile and my phone was playing with me so i couldn't received any of the pictures.