update!

hayyyyyyyyy long time no blog eh? anyway~ what have happen in my life? okay let's see....this year im in 40~ and my teacher is miss mel~ okay...why am i saying that? anywayyyyyyyyyy

my last post was about kem qiadah right? so lets start after that camping~ after camping~ i went back to school on the 24th adn 25th cause well i have remedial class unfortunately T, T but the good thing was there was ayam <3 sooooo im not that sad for going to school heheh. then on the 26th i have band and well..the teacher was like 'bru th datang? berapa hari kau inda dtg!' and i will always go 'ehhh aku inda dtg ada sebab x ah cggg. last week aku ilang psl camping x ah!!' and that will be the start of my war of debaate with my lovely cg mos~ wahahahaha then came my other cg mujrah *trumpet teacher* saying 'saadatulll~~~' and i'll go 'ccciiigguuuu~~' and then we start playing out instrument~ i know~ stupid and funny at the same time x) okay next? 27 i went to miri!!! like....i was a bit pissed off casue i didnt have a break other than the 23rd but then my mom said 'bh bli th buku apa sja kau mau' diam trus eh! wahahaha and then the 28 was also band and guess what happen on 29th? 'welcome back to school!' BIG BOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

okay~ soooo school was a bit okay cause well, i met ayam <3 and i missed my friends~ then the next dayyyy 30th which is my b.day~ i woke up seeing my mobile with 2 msg, debby and ayam<3 debby actually msg me a bit early while ayam on time~ a bit;p so he was hyper cause he was the first to msg me on my bday~ what? im not that famous like him~ =.= anyway~ when i got to school, i was like 'okay....no one will sing..please let it be like that!' so at first yeah no one did~ and i got a present from qilah and awang *toot* after that when i was late for class *dating ;p;p;p* i got to class and everyone started singing!!! i was like "$#!t!!!" and well....that got me maluuuuuu. break time! feefah gave me a present then caring =) so yeah~ a big better than last year's bday but still! i will never celebrate it at school ever again. then it was lunch and ayam was going home. he was acting a bit strange like over the top and i knew it why from the start. also he was being over by saying that he didnt got me anything. so when he was about to go home, i was packing my stuff smiling to myself cause he was being weird, he suddenly ia bagi aku rantai~ *ia pakaikn lh ah* and i was more smiling than ever!! wahahahaha and then he gave me his pooh bear =') sweettttt;p when night came at home and it was dinner, i was surprised by a cake form my sisteyr and 2 teddy bears in addition with my mobile! *which was broken a few months back* so i was ultra happy! xD then i went to have a date with my facebook where i have to reply everyone's greetings! i was like.....'oh damn! this is tooo much!!!! but i have to work hard!!!!' so yeah~ that's my birthday......NEXT!!!!!!!

31st march was....what happen ah? nothing much i guess, then 1 april i got april fooled by farhan at facebook, then the start of our gulingtangan practice....dont really remember what happen after that day until today ofcurse which is the 7th april? i hope so cause i'm to lazy to cek the date~ anywayyyyyyyy today started as usual for me....AT FIRST.

got up, took my shower, dress, got to school. saw ayam and waved to him cause i was dangani jihah to take the blue file, then he waved back but didnt looked at my face....so i knew something was wrong instantly. after that i got to his class and he didnt look at me, he didnt said anything otherthan answer what i ask him....so i was like....okay i did something wrong here. first i thought i was casue i didnt msg him last night, but nope..he didnt said about that, so i wonder what about....he even used 'aku ,kau' at that time so i knew it was fault....but i still couldn't think of a thing i did wrong other than no msg him and that made me feel bad already! i actually didnt even had the mood to study because of it! well nt really~ i had fun in maths and poa ;p then break timee......sighhh i found out what it was about~ and by knowing i was force to think about it and he i didnt even dare to look at his face anymore~ i hate it when his mad at me(well he said just sad but still that face is making me scared and desperate to make it a smile!!!) so when i said the answer, it was almost a whisper and i almost cried Dx damn him! so yeah~ after that he said he had physics and i went to class with out looking back *not a good idea thought* i hid behind the door for a while and cried A BIT! i know babe and bebek! no good for crying for the guy who is not my husband! but still~ you guys cried tooo why not i? anyway~ as i was going to tell it to jihah, then miss lim came and well....i held it in as usual~ emglish was sumarry where everyone was bored and sleepy, then IRK where i actually didnt listend much but managed to memorized everything ;p then lunch and didnt went to ayam's class cause i thought he went home but when i finished eating he came out and i was 0.o '$#!t not again!!' so when i came out he said 'behapa kau sini? aga th ada jua c jihah tu, agath!' and well....that hurts and i went back inside.....sighhh....okay that still hurt....seriously ='( then zatul, jihah and zemah went to look at my face casue i was going to cry again but i held it, in truth i didnt wasnt to cry for him...he might not be my husband, me might be my husband *he might be my last* so.....amin~ anywayyy, so yeah~ when i saw him going home...i went to walk behind him and he saw me...otw turuh he said 'behapa kau sini? ada jua c jihah tu d klas' and well...since that hurt me ALOT! i look away....we walk in silence until at the concourse *bad place for dating 100%* we didnt say much, and i tried to make conversation but couldnt find what to say about....then...i dont know how we end up talking..maybe cause he actually looked at me *serious face* and i look back but couldnt hold it cause i felt guilty, then he rub my cheek, twice....then he held my face, i guess a way saying that his not mad at me? i dont know~ or just he want to talk with me at last. i talk a bit and he talk a bit and it became a long conversation after that =) though i ended up stress when he went home smiling but it was alright. then dating with my babe~ gossiping and updating ;p became a loner from 3 to 430~ *no offense babe ;p i know ur bz~* then went home sleep with my sis dnner and me updating my blog ;p

so that's about it with my life~ having a nyamal, controlling and moddy boyfriend but at the same time his sweet cute *not yet handsome* caring and most of all just irresistible ;p then having a bz bestfriend *aku pun bz bahhh* having a normal birthday~ and most of all no annoying people in my life~ =) loving my life as it used to be and well~ it's more fun when you have everything you loved together x)