can i scream now?

to my fellow cousins who have known about this, dont worry~ im just releasing stress =)


so can i scream now??? the past 2 weeks, i had a fight, not that big of a deal okay? then after that, when we were ok~ my friend....a very dear and close friend of mine had a fight with their partner, so i got to advise them a bit, that happen for like.....a week or so~ and it's actually up until now. then, just as that was over, then my new problem came....a bit of a nightmare actually~ a real one if i could think. im not telling what happen but i guess it's just like that, it's like you cant change it if you just let it be, we have to do something to let it change, yeah, you dont get it, but this is freakin killing me and also making me sad, what is it trying to tell? what does it mean? why now? why make me wonder? too much questions, little time to answer......

yeah, i know you dont get me at all =')