my love life. hmm....where should is start? =)
anyway, so the relationship was great. not going to talk about us breaking up. and the drama after that cause it was...hectic. and very painful o.o soo now i'm single again. for.........9 months. exactly --" (damn it. why did i checked? ) hahaha. okay, so being single is...alright. feel like i can look at guys again. but then it also freak me out when they start to look back at me oo' so maybe i'm not used to it yet.
there are actually a few guys i'm interested in xp but didnt actually managed to start the 'talk' with them. yknow...get to know them or tell them that you actually exist? =O so anyway, since i've been in a serious relationship for 16 months, and been a love doctor/ therapist for almost 3 years, i might have know a bit or two on how to see what people think of you. or maybe i'm just bluffing myself who knows? ;p
i know the guy i'm interested in right now is so not going to talk to me. cause 1 main reason is that my bro scared him off. there was some complication at that time --, hhahaha. and he wasnt really my ideal guy...though he was good looking which was the down part. anyway, moving on...
i did said a FEW right? so second guy i'm interested in is well, maybe a bit or a few months younger than me. hey, no wrong in that, i'm no cougar. (is that the right word? cause i was using sp correction xD ) anyway, he does know i exist. but i know his not interested, cause well.....he never talk to me o.o or even look at me. or even notice me when i walk pass him. so no go with him.
3rd guy, well. his not attractive like the first 2. but he know i exist and he always says 'hi' and wave when i walk pass him. that good right? sad thing is, his just being FRIENDLY. --"
what to do when your not on the market too long. you lost your touch. so have to live with that. and well, i still have my bestfriends <3
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