yes~ i know~ something that is worth reading is not the person i love who you people dont know off~ what do i care? it's my blog ;p
the person i love come by the name Mohammad Haziq Syukri Bin Sukor, loves the color Orange and is crazy with the game warcraft DOTA. i for once, played Dota far before he even know me, but i suck at it and just played it once~ so what do i care? i dont know how to play anymore. anyway~ no going to complain about Dota here knowing he loves it and afraid he would read this~ hoping he would though. anyway~ i feel like i've told this story a hundredth times already. being a playboy and a so call Handsome and Hot to the core, i dont really get people.
i heard of this infamous playboy ever since 2007. then saw him with one of my friend, he seem nice to me but i didnt give a damn. 2008, heard so much rumors about him which made me hate him with no such reason~ hahaha, then 2009. he was in the same class with me. so the first thing i wanted to do is ignore him and dont even want to talk with him. but unfortunately i sat next to him -.- finally, after 2 months of never talking....we talk. i found out he was a down to earth guy, sweet and caring all over. then i heard people call him hot and handsome....well i thought he was normal. no offense, im not talking big cause i dont think i am, but really...his not that hensem or even hot as people call him. anyway so yeah, we got too close and well.....i started to have a crush. not going to tell the whole story but then he had a crush on me too and with a lot of problems we finally got together after a year of knowing each other.
i never get bored with him~ i wonder why would i be since i love him so much~ i dont know why but every time i'm with him, my worried would just go away~ well, after i tell him about it. i hate lying to him and he know how to read my face, i seriously hate keeping something from him and with that he know all about my life. even he read my private diary~ and my private diary cant even stop talking about him~ i need a life sometimes but i cant do that, not now when i'm still a love addict. ;p feeling self cautious for the people who would read this, i should keep things in mind. but yeah~ his my life for now~ i know i'm still younggg, he might not be my husband in the future, but so what?? i dont even know who is my husband~ what if he really was my husband?? then i would ne happy of course, and if he wasnt, then fine. i'm not going to go get mad at the universe because of that. if i love him now, then i would love my husband more.
alright, so knowing him a year get me to know a bit about him, for one thing, his a pretty calm guy, well....if you get on his nerves, i couldn't stop him. his a good guy, who tried to help everyone...that he know~ duh. very smart other than maths which i got to beat him at all the time =3 *smug* a playful guy, never stop with the jokes and pocking me on the ribs *i'm very tickle-ish* very belurus until i just pinch his cheeks red. oh yes....slim =3
okay, now i forgot where i'm going with this..... oh yes! so, that's just how he is. calm and funny. and one thing i dont really expect from him is that his a very honest guy. from what i heard of a playboy, his very honest, and after knowing him that long, his not even a playboy at all. he just tend to get a lot of fans and being friendly isnt a good thing for a guy like him ;p i just wanna talk about him actually *smug* so if you find this annoying, then stop reading ;p
we became best friends before getting together, and he was just like my brother as much as he is as my.......lover. still getting that hard on my mind hahah. so yes, his my life. his my best friend, my brother and my boyfriend....his too important for me to lose =)
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